Things are looking up. Did I recently passed an examination so as to start teaching at a language centre. Even though there are yet some things to sort out: Such as the payment and the fact that I have not signed a contract yet, things seem to be marching well. Albeit, am I going to have to knuckle down so as to live up to my own expectations.

 

Starting tomorrow am I going to be teaching children and adults on  a regular basis. That means I am not going to be able to do as many social activities as I used to before. On the bright side though, I am going to get paid. Despite the fact that I have already put together the materials for one class, another one has come up and I have to get ready. For instance, by working on several dynamics, and presenting flashcards and whatnot, am I going to be able not to render my students blasé the entire class.

 

On the other hand, do I have to deal with the fact that I am still recouping from an already stabilized depression. Irrespective of my progress. Can I not drop my guard and follow my doctor's instructions by the letter. As I had figured keeping myself busy is going to help me in my healing process. Besides the aforesaid, the techniques I am applying are doing their part as well. For instance, am I listening to a daily audio which inspirational quotes now so as to sleep better  at night.

 

All in all, things have improved. Albeit, still am I hounded by negative thoughts which I have to block out. Who knows perhaps I need to break up the monotony of my life by doing more fun things. For now though, I would rather play it safe. Is this the time not to cow down from my new challenges, and not let people slag me off for unwarranted reasons and  get me down. Like they say: "A house divided against itself cannot stand". That is why do I have to work in tandem with my doctor, family members, and friends so as to fully recover.