Not this last Sunday, but the one before I did not attend church due to not being able to sleep the night before. Not to mention that the feeling of coziness I felt the next day plus the urge to make up for the lost time slept deterred me from being a good Christian that day. Little did I know that the ramifications of that bad decision were going to weigh on me afterwards.

 

After I woke up I felt pretty guilty and decided to post a question an Yahoo Answers as I usually do when something goes wrong in my life. It ended up being counterproductive. Owing to the fact that I got the opposite answers to the ones I was expecting. For instance, one of the people who wrote said: "Well I am an atheist, which means I have the advantage of sleeping in every Sunday". The aforesaid answer took me back to when I myself was an atheist.

 

Not exactly was I thinking that I was contravening the law by being an atheist back then. Albeit, I do think there was something wrong about it. Not only was I out of my depth when it came to religious matters, but I realized something crucial. The only reason why I was an atheist was because I was following my brother's footsteps. Hence, had I been shackled by his beliefs  from becoming a Christian. When I finally became one I realized how important is to have your own identity.

 

Last but not least, will I say as follows: Even though, I had become an Atheist years ago on my kin's account, I learned how one has to say "no" sometimes. They could have dissuaded me at first not to follow Christ. Be that as it may, it was ultimately me who made the decision to become a member of a Christian church. Despite the fact of my faith being impoverished on account of some of my prayers not being answered, will I never regret being a  Christian. Anyhow,I was going to shoehorn I couple of big words here and there. Though I think that keeping this post succinct and to the point is wiser.