Friday, December 25, 2015
Was I supposed to wake up way earlier this morning. Still and all, did I remain introspective tucked under my bed. Either watching videos on my tablet or letting time slip by. Once more letting the chance to do something productive pass me by. Despite the fact that yesterday, I managed to share yet another inspirational video, could I not keep my word and get the heck up this morning.
Is this habit of not being a morning person anymore going to wreck all my plans? Not by a long shot. If I once developed this habit of waking up early, can I surely regain my spirits and find a purpose to waking up in the wee hours once more. Besides, having the proclivity of being lazy is not a good thing.
Should I spare no expense so as to get better. Even though, I have not been taking care of myself emotionally in the past. I believe it is time to do it right now. Is it time to pull myself up by my bootstraps and move on. Irrespective of how hard things have been in the past. Not to mention that I have promised myself that tomorrow morning, will I find a purpose to doing things early no matter what.
Anyhow, is it time to shift gears and talk about something else for a change. At this point you already know that I use this site not only to lay bare my feelings, but also to let off steam. Regarding the latter, my next post will be about how to control your emotions. Lastly, and to finish things up I will share this inspirational video I watched last night and promise I will not go back on my word regarding publishing my next post in the wee hours.
Wednesday, December 23, 2015
What is that underlies depression? Is it by any chance hardships from the past? In part, they are. Be that is it may, there is more to it than that. Negative thoughts often squeeze out that instinctual hope we all have. Not only negative thoughts though, but also adverse circumstance. In the following post, will I be tackling the issue of depression yet one more time.
Is it really hard for me to get a fix on what can really be done so as to cure depression. Statistics show the suicide rate is higher when it comes to people from 15 to 25 in most countries. How then, can we stop this destructive force that emotionally ravages us?. Chances of getting better are contingent not only on how much we do ourselves, but also how much support we get.
Some say exercise is an effective way so as to deal with this issue, others say medication. I tried to do both but still felt constricted by my limitations. Not to mention that I am not usually the one who comes off well in an argument. Unfortunately though, due to my coy nature sometimes I get myself ensnared in conflicts with bullies. It seems as though each time I pitch myself forward one step of the ladder, I then go back two.
Is it indeed important to keep our hopes alive. Still and all, at times some hardships impact our lives to such extent, that they become unbearable. In so far as I know, depression can be healed. Even so, some cases are more difficult to deal with than others. Ergo, the need not to hush up support from those who want help. Is it crucial as well the pinpoint the main cause in each case. Being surrounded by percipient friends and relatives also helps. Suicide rates keep rising all over the world and it's up to us to put a halt to it.
Monday, December 21, 2015
Writing on this post will certainly take a weight off my mind. Last week was not my week whatsoever. I was given only one make up class, and had some family issues. Not to mention that on my Saturday class, an individual dressed up as Santa butted into my class while my students were sitting their test. The guy was obviously playing to the gallery and due to my shyness, I couldn't tell him to wait outside. Had I not been advised about this unexpected visit. Not that the school should stick to hard and fast rules, but they should at least have let me know.
Not only the aforesaid seemingly small problem derided me considerably, but also the fact I didn't do well at the three services I attended yesterday. I usually attend two services in a row in the morning. Albeit, this past Sunday there was an special service in the afternoon called Christingle service. It is a service leading up to Christmas and child-oriented. Still and all, did I want to attend. It turns out that a member of the church who was handing out leaflets refused to give me one, claiming that there weren't enough to go around. Anyhow, at least I got to witness the inventiveness of the pastor who came up with the idea of taking a world map to the service and making us all stick little dots on the places we were born.
Is it hard for me to get over this problems I lay bare. Even though, they seem insignificant they do not let me keep on doing my normal activities. Not to mention that my wage is probably going to get docked due to me not feeling well enough to go to work. Perhaps, did I miscalculated the harm some problems can cause when not dealt with right away. Even though it is hard for me to call a spade a spade most of the time.
Lastly, I would say that perhaps my need to cut loose is necessary at this point. Having been overprotected for so much time has really taken a toll on my health. Time is slipping away and I have to solve my problems as soon as possible. Hence, the necessity for me not to go back on my word and seek help. I cannot estimate exactly how long is it going to take for me to recover. Will I try to endure it all.
Thursday, December 17, 2015
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