Writing on this post will certainly take a weight off my mind. Last week was  not my week whatsoever. I was given only one make up class, and had some family issues. Not to mention that on my Saturday class, an individual dressed up as Santa butted into my class while my students were sitting  their test. The guy was obviously playing to the gallery and due to my shyness, I couldn't tell him to wait outside. Had I not been advised about this unexpected visit. Not that the school should stick to hard and fast rules, but they should at least have let me know.

 

Not only the aforesaid seemingly small problem derided me considerably, but also the fact I didn't do well at the three services I attended yesterday. I usually attend two services in a row in the morning. Albeit, this past Sunday there was an special service in the afternoon called Christingle service. It is a service leading up to Christmas and child-oriented. Still and all, did  I want to attend. It turns out that a member of the church who was handing out leaflets refused to give me one, claiming that there weren't enough to go around. Anyhow, at least I got to witness the inventiveness of the pastor who came up with the idea of taking a world map to the service and making us all stick little dots on the places we were born.

 

Is it hard for me to get over this problems I lay bare. Even though, they seem insignificant they do not let me keep on doing my normal activities. Not to mention that my wage is probably going to get docked due to me not feeling well enough to go to work. Perhaps, did I miscalculated the harm some problems can cause when not dealt with right away. Even though it is hard for me to call a spade a spade most of the time.

 

Lastly, I would say that perhaps my need to cut loose is necessary at this point. Having been overprotected for so much time has really taken a toll on my health. Time is slipping away and I have to solve my problems as soon as possible. Hence, the necessity for me not to go back on my word and seek help. I cannot estimate exactly how long is it going to take for me to recover. Will I try to endure it all.