At this point  am I up the creek without a paddle. Do I feel as if yet another opportunity to be happy had been ripped away from me. Yesterday, I hurt someone close to me. Did we engage in a heated argument and I hurt their feelings. I could not say more even if I wanted to. All I can say is that it is extremely hard for me to forgive myself at this point. Anyhow, let us now spool it forward to the topic at hand.

 

In fact I wanted to talk about forgiveness. I think one of the attitudes most of us have adopted from our ancestors is not to say sorry when we do something wrong.  Perhaps I myself need to be chastised for having hurt that person I mentioned before. Still and all, my conscience is clear now. It would not hurt though to apologize at least once more for what I did to her. Sometimes, we have to be brave enough so as to take responsibility for our actions.

 

It seems as if my own lack of judgement is snatching away my happiness. Hence, do I have to be cautious from now on. For now, what I have left to do is to alleviate the pain I am feeling right now for what I did by writing on this post. Hence, the sooner  I fix things, the better I will feel with myself.

 

Last, but not least I wanted to say that we can always turn over a new leaf. Things will come into place only if we make an effort for them to do so. Even though, a handful of people and I are on the same wavelength. I can tell what they need and they can tell what I need. Thus, we help each other by having confidence in one another. I think if we learn to reciprocate kindness with kindness. Especially among those closest to us, we are on the right track.