Being satiated by bad thoughts ain`t good at all. For the past two posts I`ve been talking about motivation. Though I gotta admit sometimes you can`t help feeling down. Starting out in a hot summer day I decided not to take one of the buses I usually take to get to the school in which I`m teaching ESL. Figuring it`d be nice to walk just a little. After that, I got to the place. Not as early as I was expecting however. I mean I was still on time, but somebody had arrived before me. That usually doesn`t happen. This girl that of course is in the same college as I am started chatting with me. We got to converse about our summer practice credits and so on. Nonetheless, the fact that I hadn`t followed my routine step by step bugged me. There is something I usually do before each class I teach. That is to read from my journal. Still though, I got to do it. Not in the same pace and taking the same time nevertheless. That sole fact addled me a little. Apart from that something curious happened today at class. Before I got into the room one of the kids brought a pigeon into the classroom. It seems this brats wanna antagonize me no matter what. The principal scolded them a bit after they got rid of it. Anyhow, this hasn`t been my day so far. Things will pick up I guess. A bright future beckons for me. Since I don't want to end up being just a figurehead. In lieu, becoming a person who can really influence their society is better. Maybe someday after I finish my studies a veteran professor will vacate an awesome position for me.