I actually haven`t written anything for over a month; due to the fact that Gmail has changed its settings. Thus, it took me some time to figure out how to access my account once again. Anyhow, I haven`t been doing that well recently. The reason for this maybe cause I focus on my shortcomings most of the time. Besides, I do think that blaming my folks on top of the aforesaid statement ain`t helpful either. At this point of my life, I`ve realized I can`t do anything at random. Plus, sitting on my duff all day long ain`t gonna help me accomplish anything whatsoever. Looking back at my high school days, I still remember that I wanted to do something great with my life after I finished. Instead, I got badgered into getting into a crappy college. By the way, what`s the point of bringing this up?. Well, it does remind me of the fact that I`ve forborne from saying NO so many times. Not only that, but also not being able to make crucial decisions about my life. Of course family pressure was one of the reasons for my demeanor, though, my timid personality also did its part. A forthright appreciation of what I`ve recounted so far would be following: There`s in fact hope for this perturbed 21 year old. My fate ain`t a forgone conclusion, though I`d better be careful from now on. Lastly, I`d say that it`s been kind of dumb from me not to share this blog with everyone I know. So, starting now, I`ll disseminate all the content of this blog by posting a link of it on Facebook. That way I won`t need to pull any of my theatrics to get followers. PS: If were talking to you all right now, I`d say in a husky voice... ¨It`s good to be back¨