Have I not been writing for over two weeks now. Hence, did I decide to get back in action after a well deserved hiatus. Not exactly am I going to keep my nose to the grindstone, and start writing until I wear myself out. Instead, little by little am I going to get into gear. Anyhow, this time around have I decided to talk about my own troubles with PTSD a little.

 

For those of you who have been reading my blog for a couple of years now, do you know about my troubled past. In a nutshell did you let other people tell me what to do more than once during my teenage years. Albeit, not even time has been able to heal those wounds I keep from the past. In fact owing a flashback did I lose my previous job a couple of months ago. Let's just say that after that I did not quite feel the same person for a while.

 

Despite the fact that I have not been tiptoeing around my problem. Do I know I could have done more to solve it. At times do  I even talk about how well I get along with my therapists, in the same breath though I keep bellyaching about not seeing much improvement. It is as though traumatic experiences from the past were embedded into my brain.

 

In review, would I say that even though I have not totally overcome my past experiences; do my current endeavours keep me busy enough so as to deal with them. Consequently, in place of transposing those fears I keep from the past into the work place, do I try to keep as level-headed as possible. What's more, next time I start locking horns with the past, do I intend to win.