Has it been almost to weeks since I last posted. Time goes by so quickly and I was feeling guilty not to write a post for so long.  Anyhow, have I already told you that little bit more than two weeks ago I got my job back after a while. To be honest I was starting to think things were going to grind to a halt if I did not get it back. Ever since then not much has transpired besides my usual routine.

 

Getting back my job not only helped me realize that there is always hope no matter what, but it also made me realize how important it is to take your responsibilities more seriously. What  I mean by that is that I was actually behaving in an unreasonable way due to not wanting take on any class whatsoever. During that time my neglect towards work on account of not being able to get over a negative flashback was reprehensible. Needless to say I was holding out for a better job offer to no avail.

 

Nevertheless do I have a more positive mind-set at this point. No longer am I estranging myself from my priorities. This time, am I focusing more on what is most important. Still and all, I do not feel on top of things quite yet. In order for that to happen will I have to rev up my energy levels and organize myself a little more.

 

To round this post out, I would say as follows: Irrespective of what might have happened in the past, am I now on the right track. Teaching has become my bread and butter. Thus, people might tell me that I should further my education by finishing up my degree. Be that as it may, I do not feel quite ready to do so just yet. I may even start all over again. That is the reason why I feel quite ambivalent about the aforesaid statement. Not to mention that it is also quite irksome to think about that. 

PS. Next time will I try to come up with something new.