Things are starting to pick up. It turns out I am going to have a job interview this morning. Therefore, it was wise enough from me to work up the courage so as to leave my resume in a new place. To be honest though, the job I am currently up sucks. Hence, the need for me to put my confidence in a new chance. In the following post, am I going to talk about how to conquer your fears.

 

For years, has it been hard for me to pluck up the courage to take on new challenges. Bad things come at you quite often and you have to be prepared to confront them as well. For instance, after being psychologically ground down by my brother for years, was it hard for me to get back on my feet. Taking on order after order from him only made my self-esteem grow weaker. Hence, it all led me to believe that I was becoming my sibling's puppet.

 

After realizing that my lack of confidence was intertwined by my love for my brother, I decided to take a step. Not only did I stop talking to him for a couple of years, but I also realized he was shoving his decisions down my mom's throat as well. It was like a vicious circle in which my brother was manipulating me through my mother and my mother through me. It all seems abstruse. However, it is clear he was instigating family abuse.

 

To close things out, I am going to say that indeed some of the things that have happened to me have drove me into a stupor. Be that as it may, most of the time I have had the strength to bounce back.

Have I also learned that indulging in the past is not a good thing. Not to mention that I lost my previous job due to flashbacks from the past. I felt as if waves of bad emotions had come over me.