I am very disappointed in myself right now. Not only had I done my part to shore up my confidence; I also was starting to do well at flirting once more. However, something happened. I was able to approach strangers and strike up conversations with them a few days ago. Since today though, I lost my spark. I think it has something to do with this: I ran into this beautiful blonde the other day while I was walking in the park. She was sitting on a bench; so I decided to try my luck. After I few minutes conversation, I got to give her my email. Since she was a tourist. However, she never contacted me. I know what they say: ¨Keep trying¨. However, for some reason I took this personally. Maybe it was something I said, I don´t know. Let us move on with today, shall we?. OK, so this afternoon after I left school a serendipitous event happened. I was just getting onto the a homeward bound bus, when I saw a gorgeous girl seated on an aisle seat in the middle. I sat behind her. Due to the fact that there was no other seat left. For I while, I was thinking what to say to her. Nonetheless, after I stood up to face her, I chickened out. It seemed as if my someone had gagged me and trussed me up. I could not talk whatsoever. Words literally would not come out. Besides, we even got off at the same stop. Really I have no idea what happened. Maybe my confidence is still sore after the previous episode. Notwithstanding I won´t give up. I don´t even need to barter my skills with some douchebag. The only thing I must do is to get back my courage. The worst part is that I don´t even have to trawl the streets for the perfect girl. Even though, I come across beauties on a regular basis, I still blow it. Would the reason to this be my deleterious stupidity?. I don´t know. Be that as it may, I know that I must be staunch supporter of the belief that I can overcome this. It may not seem such a big deal.  To me though it is. Ergo, I won´t let anyone besmirch my reputation by saying I am not man enough to face off my challenges.