Today it was a really productive day. I woke up early as I had not done in a long time. I went over to have breakfast with my brother at his hotel, not to mention that I really had a great time with some friends from school I had not seen in a while. Besides all that, I have been bugging my friend David asking him English words all day long. By the way I heard this quote that says as follows: ¨It is easy to sow discord, but more difficult to sow kindness¨. That really struck me. Do I tend to complain too much about my life and not lift a finger so as to change anything sometimes. Further, as I have said countless times I have always used this blog so as to disclose my innermost feelings. However, it has until this date been extremely hard for me to express myself to people. Still and all, can I say that I have made a little improvement recently. What is more, a wise man told me that it takes all sorts to make a world. In fact, I am starting to realize how much I was losing out by not trying to accept the way I was and move on. Not that I want to oversimplify my problems now. Notwithstanding, still do I think I have mentioned them way too many times. Consequently, I wanted to talk about more interesting things. Insubstantial matters are not worth bringing up sometimes. Could I say that I have been trying not to throw my brothers´ help back in his face. Due to the fact that I have done that in the past, I am not willing to make the same error. Not only do I worry people who care about me by leaving them hanging, but I also get to the point of disappointing them. Besides, I cannot keep sloughing off my responsibilities any longer. Ergo, do I have to sort things out once and for all. Must I learn to put the past behind me and carry on. Have I been told a million times there is no rewind button in life. This is the time in which I have to make a mental note and start over from scratch. Perhaps by hashing plans out with a friend can I start having better results. It is just pointless to hang on to bad memories. Thus, the need for me to man up and incorporate a goal in my to-do list. Anyway, not do I have to turn into an effusive individual, but I seriously have to prioritize working on my self-regard before it is too late. I mean one thing is to be polite towards others. Nonetheless, another totally different is not to know how to disarm people who hurt you without being foolish. Finally, I would like to quote what I recently posted on my Facebook account: ¨Courtesy and courage are not mutually exclussive¨