I must lay down some ground rules for myself. In order to reorder my life after a short relapse, am I going to have to make some fast decisions. For instance, the first thing I am going to do today is to buy an alarm clock right after I leave home. Even though I have been climbing the walls with worry after my accident. By the way, I´d rather not talk about it due to my willingness to trying to forget it. You see, I am trying to get my gears going. Hence, the need for me to live it down.

 

Do I tend to monopolize my posts sometimes. However, since I usually tend to go through a lot of stuff on a daily basis,  I can´t help it sometimes. In order to safeguard myself against anxiety, I am going to have to partake in a meaningful activity. Despite the fact that I yet have not found it, am I still looking for it. Well, last night, I went to an English class a missionary directed me to. Did I have a good time, Considering the fact that  I had missed many class last week; it made me feel better to partake in this one.

 

Sometimes, I regard myself as an obdurate person. Nonetheless, it is not insane to harbor a grudge against people who have hurt you in the past. To be honest, I find some of my family members to be as slippery as an eel. Anyhow, still do I don´t know how I will get around to finding a new job. In the meantime, I am prepping myself for my studies by cleaning down my school supplies. Since I start tomorrow, I do not have that much time to think. Even though I have been drifting from one activity to the other throughout my entire life without a clear path, I still have hope.

 

In review, I am healing myself for now and thinking about my future. Having been a victim of all the precepts dictated by either society or my kin on how to do things, I still find my mind beclouded. Consequently, it is essential for me to take it easy at present. I must Schedule my day in an orderly way and hope for the best. What is more, the busier I am, the better will I  feel. By and large, last week has been tough. Be that as it may, I can´t let it stop me from getting around my problems.