My issue with English is par and parcel to not having learned it at the right time. Hence, do I have to max out my time at this point, so as to accomplish the things that I yet have not. For years have others been conducting my life. Be that as it may,  is it time now for me to take the reins of my own existence, and act with enough aplomb and poise so as not to end up dangling myself off a bridge. May I have not been on my right mind when I thought about these things though. Albeit, oftentimes, our circumstances are what compel us to make the wrong decisions. Thus, the reason for us to tackle life on multiple fronts.

 

I don't know about my sibling, but I was inculcated from an early age into telling the truth. Thereby, I can guarantee you my posts are not made out of invented stories, but the bare truth.

As I have told many, there is no reason for me to lie since I have nothing to hide. For starters, let me tell you that going back to my very first post I have not uttered a single lie. To say nothing of the fact that there are enough reasons for me to keel over after all of the vicissitudes I've gone through. Still and all, can I not let this depression get over me.

 

Have many secrets come out of the woodwork regarding my brothers' lies once I started contacting some of his friends. However, is it by no means my intention to pull them away from him. Even so, since by the time I was living with him I used to close up so much, people thought things were right.

Deep down though, I myself knew someday would I have to speak out. What's more, the only way so as to detoxify my mind is going to be ensure people don't get the wrong idea about me. Might remaining silent take the heat off myself. Nonetheless, must I expose evil-doers as what they are.

 

Have my issues spiralled down a bit quite recently. You see, am I going to take up a small job so as to help out some girls get used to the Anglican church I am attending whom don't speak English. Is it a blessing indeed after all the time I had been frazzled regarding work. Notwithstanding, have I got a new chance so as to retool my life and shift my focus. If God gives me the strength to keep on, will I pull through until I attain something meaningful. Not to mention, that I don't want false rumours circulating about my private life at any point in the foreseeable future. To round things off, do I hope to keep stumbling upon chances so as to grow not only as a person, but as a believer as well.