Not that I want to trespass on your patience, but I just wanted to share this last post about my complaints.  For years, have I been having my kin shoving their beliefs down my throat. It's as if they would take all my decisions by the scruff of the neck. Hence, ever since my brother took over alongside my mom, my health took a nosedive. Even regarding my friends. My mother for instance, would tell me not to be friends with so and so due to his racial background. You see, am I not racist whatsoever. However, my extended family from my mom's side are.

 

To further illustrate my point, I would say that I would reject everything  that came from this friend my mom rejected. Owing to the thought that he was inferior to me. Nonetheless, do I regret deeply not having stood up to her and keep him as a friend. On account of respect for this guy, will I not mention his name. Let me tell you though, that even though my mother busted up our friendship so many times; still do we remain friends to this day. Am I not apprehensive of talking to him anymore because of the simple fact that I have outgrown my mom's stupid beliefs regarding him.

 

In fact, he was the one who introduced me to English series, had I had one series stored in my drawer for years until I started watching it at 19. Nonetheless, do I still think how many years did I waste not watching it before. Have those TV shows helped me to expand my mind a lot. Not only regarding English, but in other areas as well. Consequently, can I not slip back into the old habit of trusting my folks at all. Do the few friends I have now urge me to forget the past; since I remain all wrapped up on it still. To be honest, psychological abuse can be a lot worse than having a bully cramming you into the locker in high school. Let alone the fact that I also resent the fact that my dad took the back seat regarding my health issues for so long.

 

Be that as it may, as they say "brevity is the soul of wit". Hence the need for me to round this post of. Not without thinking forward on what I going to talk about on the next one that is. Replenishing my mind with ideas is something I do on a daily basis. Ergo, would be hard for someone else to fill in for me had I not been able to write for some reason. You see, I tend to discreetly ask questions in every single class I attend so as to gather material. Anyhow, do I have some books piled on my desk I haven't read yet. Perhaps I could get some new insights on next time's topic. Should I have to make it good as a blogger someday. Without further ideas to touch upon I round off this post.
 

PS. The video I just shared is not exactly my case at all. However, I do have been through a lot of psychological abuse myself.