Have I started to make headway recently. You see, have I gotten myself a job in an interpreting agency. However, My spirits have not risen that much to be honest. The fact of me pondering over my regrets still affects me. Hence, is it injurious not to move on altogether. Be that as it may, do I still have a long way to go before that happens. No matter how much more I rave about the past. What is over is over. Whether I want to accept it or not.

Throwing myself into a new job might keep me occupied enough so as not to admonishing myself for what happened or to divulge my personal life to all my friends. Still and all, do I think that the fact that I have more people I can trust in now has helped me to overcome some issues much quicker than before. Sometimes you have problems coming at you back to back. Thus, you always need at least a couple of friends you can rely on  so as to get it off your chest.

Perhaps I need get off my backside and start focusing on the nuts and bolts of this new job I've got.

Even so, do I still have a smattering of excuses not to move on. For instance, the fact that I waived the right to make my own decisions at my early teenage years, and how much that has had a bad effect on me. Having families who step on their children's toes does not seem that out of the ordinary. Notwithstanding, add to that one more family member besides your parents and you've got hell for sure.

To conclude, I would say that a lot more is going to take for me to finally be in the groove. Albeit, nothing is impossible when you set your mind to it. Do I have to cement the foundation of my path to succeed. Be that as it may, is it easier said than done. Hence, do I hope that my willingness to vanquish my problems overrides all others. I may not know the ins and outs of how things came into existence. Not to mentions that I still have hundreds of other questions. However, my desire to learn as much as I can and to overcompensate for the time I lost gives me the strength to go on.