At this point of my life, it doesn´t matter whether I learn anything new later than I had expected.
May I bemoan the fact that I wasted time in the past. Though, it´s time to move on. At times I feel like a machine that can imbibe words easily. Anyhow, maybe I was expecting too much from people by thinking that they all were gonna commiserate with me after my accident. Even though I freaked out during those tests I was taking, still I wanted to excel at them. Besides, I did not let the fact that I'd been hurt subjugate me. However, I was bemused about what to do next. It's like as if some stage of my recovery I got unwitting of what I was doing. Even did I think my teachers were being impersonal. Moreover, I'd like to dispel the supposed fear I was feeling at the moment. Regardless of the fact that I had been run over, I was trying to suck it up. Nonetheless, I wasn't exactly carefree. Moreover, I don't know if I suffer from ADHD, but I think that would be exaggerating a bit. How can you be laid-back after the shock I had? In a manner of speaking, I could have been more relaxed. However, it's not easy to overcome something like what happened to me without having a post trauma. I don't want you guys to cluck at my story. Besides, I'm enthused with the idea of looking forward. Ever since that episode happened, I've been trying to recount it without undue sadness. Despite the fact that I did not think people were running roughshod over me after what happened, I still felt they didn't understand me. Notwithstanding, I am not very communicative. Ergo, they couldn't know my mood had gone to hell in a handbasket before my incident. Lastly, I'd say that we're all serfs of time. Therefore, we have to make the best out all the experiences we come across.
May I bemoan the fact that I wasted time in the past. Though, it´s time to move on. At times I feel like a machine that can imbibe words easily. Anyhow, maybe I was expecting too much from people by thinking that they all were gonna commiserate with me after my accident. Even though I freaked out during those tests I was taking, still I wanted to excel at them. Besides, I did not let the fact that I'd been hurt subjugate me. However, I was bemused about what to do next. It's like as if some stage of my recovery I got unwitting of what I was doing. Even did I think my teachers were being impersonal. Moreover, I'd like to dispel the supposed fear I was feeling at the moment. Regardless of the fact that I had been run over, I was trying to suck it up. Nonetheless, I wasn't exactly carefree. Moreover, I don't know if I suffer from ADHD, but I think that would be exaggerating a bit. How can you be laid-back after the shock I had? In a manner of speaking, I could have been more relaxed. However, it's not easy to overcome something like what happened to me without having a post trauma. I don't want you guys to cluck at my story. Besides, I'm enthused with the idea of looking forward. Ever since that episode happened, I've been trying to recount it without undue sadness. Despite the fact that I did not think people were running roughshod over me after what happened, I still felt they didn't understand me. Notwithstanding, I am not very communicative. Ergo, they couldn't know my mood had gone to hell in a handbasket before my incident. Lastly, I'd say that we're all serfs of time. Therefore, we have to make the best out all the experiences we come across.
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