Today ´s been off for me due to holy week. So I basically woke up an hour later, however I have been watching YouTube videos since 5 am in my bed. Even though I am not a shoo-in to finish my program, still do I relax a little. Besides, I've got tones of homework. Ergo, not everything will be mirth this long weekend. My depression has petered out, which is good. Though, I still am snarled up cause of catching up for school. Therefore, instead of getting a piggyback ride to the movies from my grandpa, I will be finishing off some assignments. Further, I can't be foolhardy at this point. Otherwise,  I can fail a course. Anyhow, I don´t want to pepper this writing with jokes. By the way, yesterday I was watching ¨The butterfly effect¨. You mainly know this movie is about a guy who can travel back in time by reading his diary and imagining those times from the past. Notwithstanding, every time he wanted to change something, something else happened which was even worse. That got me thinking. If I were to probe into my past and had that power, would I still fuck things up?. You may retort that it is a stupid question. Still, Imagine if you could that power in a race. You could overhaul all the other runners even if you screw up once. Anyhow, I need to get up a head of steam. Do I know which responsibilities rest on me. Moreover, I still scoff at peoples pep talks telling me that even though I´ve slipped up many times I can still start over. Despite the fact that most of those time travel films rivet me, I still have a sense of reality. Besides, I Know my courage will carry me through my ordeal. Motivation is key to keep you going, thereby it does help reach your goals. Lastly I´d say I´ll do something that gets my rocks off this weekend. Such as running and going to a café to read my staff. Lame, right? Besides, I can meet some folks after that. On the other hand, I have to get used not to learn by rote. Ergo, I can do better at tests.