This inquisitive mind has to take advantage of each minute it has to write. Besides, I do not want to end up under the shadow of my brother "the shutterbug, who also writes". My style of achieving things may still be scattershot. However, I´m getting better. Aside from the fact that I´m a little glutton for knowledge, everything is fine with me. I don´t know whether or not I'll get to be with a bombshell blonde one day. I know I've been subjected to a lot of shit during my life; just cause of it though, does not mean that out of the blue a gorgeous girl is going to show up in front of me. I need to pave the way for it to happen. In addition, I have always chafed at my own insecurity. It may prick my conscience that I did not take action before. Nonetheless, instead of serving up my old excuses, I'm doing something about it. For instance, one of the first steps I took was to meet tourists at cafes. Even though I've mitigated my shyness, there's still a long way to go. Further, I cannot be constrained because of this personality fault. For now, whisking away my stuff and moving out is not affordable. Moreover, to have an unfussy approach on how to solve my problems seems right. That's why sinking my savings into a venture does not appear to be wise at all. The outcome of my path is not a foregone conclusion. Notwithstanding, I still can make it brighter. If I want to go back to being my former perky self once more, I'll have to work hard. Working to a plan seems organize to start things off. I couldn't stand jumping the gun once again. I have decided to bring down the shutters every time someone ask me about something unpleasant from my past. Despite the fact that I'm not exactly as poor as a church mouse, I try to mostly go to bistros when I have to. Ergo, I can save up a little. Anyhow, casting aside my fears won't be as easy as memorizing a ditty. However, I have already started. Moreover, I cannot waste any more time finding fault with my personality. Lastly, I'd say that it is never to late to start over. By the way, I'll be having poached tuna for lunch. (Holy week)