I´ve been feeling kind of weird lately. It´s like if my irksome nightmares had come back to haunt me. Of course I don't pay attention to them. Do I think these bad dreams are just appurtenance of my inner negative thoughts. However, sometimes they seem real at times. Anyhow, since I take an unconscionable amount of time pondering about the past, I'll try not to add up my dreams to the mixture. Otherwise, I would create a mismatch. Moreover, some questions that tax you are not worth trying to solve. For instance, most religions posit the existence of life after death. Though, they are not racking their brains trying to explain how that happens. Extrapolating something from what we know may not be the best way. Nonetheless, it is the only one available on occasion. Nobody wants a humdrum existence. Ergo you should focus on the present. Do you want to end up not living your life due to pointless quests to answer riddles? It seems as unsavory as the things you run into in men public restrooms each day. Besides, you have to act as a troubleshooter, not a troublemaker. Truth be told, I cannot find words to explain how empowered I felt after first taking action to solve my anxiety problem. Some emotional problems can skewer you to the floor. Notwithstanding, it is up to you whether you stand up once more or not. No matter what occasioned your issues in the first place. What matters is how you get out of the hole. You do not want to be remembered as a scruffy and depressive bastard after you are gone, do you?