You have no idea guys how much I´d like to turn back time. Having this insecurity as a hangover from my childhood is hard. Lately, I´m just getting a charge out of writing. Moreover, there´s no point in howling in pain anymore. I can reproach myself all day long if I want to.

However, loafing around and scuffling with my folks will not do any good. Many a time have I shrilled swear words referring to my life being shitty. Tears trail down my cheeks each time I remember a bitter experience. This may be getting old. I mean the fact that I blaze up when I tell you my melodramas. Believe me, I`ll come up with something gripping soon enough. Besides,  I gotta slot in some lessons before my upcoming math test. All subjects must fall into place little by little. The only thing I have left to do is applying myself. However, you cannot fault me on being persistent.  Letting the dust settle is the best I can do now. I cannot venture into making any move just yet. Besides, sweetening the pill is what I can do now to feel better. Even though I´m a little down, I can assure you none of the remarks on this writing is inept. Furthermore, only if I want to, my efforts to keep this blog decent will be dead in water. Anyhow, in this foregoing essay , I´ve tried to air some of my grievances. Even though I seem to always complain about stuff, I`d wish you understand me guys. Not every day do you get run over. In addition, I`d like to say that I do not lift the ideas for this blog from the books I read. I mostly use my imagination and what learn from those books. Lastly, I´ll finish with an analogy. Just like businesses return succulent profits after a year of hard work, you can also get juicy rewards by working your way to the top. PS. If you ever feel the atmosphere you`re in now is charged with hatred, go for a walk. The idiom ¨forewarned is forearmed¨ may not exactly apply to this example. Though, I still find some relation to it.