In order to achieve any challenging goal you have to go through the hoops. That is axiomatic. Hence, turning your nose up at  any stepping stone that will lead you to success seems foolish. Albeit, do I still tend to whinge at how many times have I been prevented from taking those steps. On my previous post, I talked about how to take up arms against parental control. Something that sets the scene for today's topic. Had I not been beefing about the past so much, I would have been more watchful so as not to make the mistakes I regret the most.

 

In fact, unforeseen events have been the least of my problems. Once I realized that it snapped on me how much time I had been wasting not looking for solutions. To this day, I snarl at my parents for having been so overprotective. Let alone, the countless times I've blame my brother's evil and selfish attitudes towards me. Not that all the aforesaid statements are not true. Notwithstanding, I would have been better off in the outside world. That is to say, had I gotten into gear regarding my health issues from  the get-go instead of falling into this blame-shift situation; I would have had more success solving it.

 

Is it impossible for me now to make an all-out effort so as to get better though? No. Be that as it may, do I still have to revolt against the demons that took over my mind years ago. Not to mention that I have always been in a tentative demeanour regarding taking a step forward. To say nothing of the fact that I was not the only one wearing blinders when it came to get my act together. May I have miscalculated the chances that had been under my nose all along. At times, we do not see the forest for the trees. Still and all, the events of my life happened so quickly, I did not even have the time to blink to be honest. Has fate been sticking out its tongue at me? I have no idea.

 

To round things off, I will say that irrespective of how many questions you might be wrestling with at the moment, you always have to see the big picture. Never sneer at people who seem weak either. You might be surprised at how much you can learn from them. Hence, keeping a petulant attitude when you are trying to get to the top does not seem wise. Lastly, never forget what you are able to dish out and always keep your eyes on the prize no matter what.