Feeling better, I started out my day realizing someone had rifled  my man purse. Therefore I decided to miss out on the fun of going to the second session of a two-day conference regarding education I started attending yesterday. Anyhow, at least I got to  learn that in linguistics, there is a term called cognate, which basically means that one word has the same origin as another word or language. For instance, the word ¨Haus¨ in German is cognate with house in English. Besides, that I got to watch some English series. It may not have been a far-reaching idea not to attend the second session today. Even so, I never stop doing what I love which is immersing myself into English no matter what.  Ergo, there is that. Well also I was reminded by my dad that serotonin, which is called the happiness hormone can be secreted by constant exercise. I just hope I do not fail due to getting behind everyone in my class. You see not only am I not the fawned student anymore, I am also in trouble cause I have not caught up with my courses. Not to mention, I have lately been swallowing my doubts to the few classes I have attended. Despite all this, I hope that my accentuation on the positive dissolves my worries. Perhaps I might still be a little more advanced than my classmates regarding ESL knowledge. Be that as it may, I am positive not only that they will equate to it, but surpass it. It is a pity to me especially. Nonetheless, I led myself into this situation. To be hones the idiom ¨the lights are on, but nobody is home¨ applies perfectly to the way I am behaving right now. Practicing your second language is an essential concomitant for success on it, so is studying it. Nonetheless, since I have been doing the latter more than anything else, I hope I can still call myself a bilingual individual. No matter how I may be feeling right now though, I wish this post not to devoid of warmth. Further, one of the things I can do to fill better is to unearth my old diplomas. As well, I should guard against disease by having all my meals. To some extent, if I push myself out of the breaking point, I still can do something rewarding. Before, it was indispensable for me to be ahead of my pears in English. Now, it is important to me too. Still and all, I wish a miracle happens in my life that helps me be the way I was before and perhaps better. Among the things I have left to do are to grow a pair and play catch up at school.