Perhabs doing my homework will brighten me up for a change. I have recently moved out. Today is the first day in which my mom and I moved into this new smaller condo. Anyhow, have I already mentioned My indecisive nature has led me to experience unplesant incidents. The only thing that can take a weight off my mind at this point is to face up to my responsibilities. Though, I am scared to do so after realizing how mulish I have been in my attempts not to snap out of my depression. Perhaps my sloppiness is what causud me to be in this situation. As I have mentioned before, perhabs being smacked on the face or being flicked by a wet towel by friend would have gotten me into gear. Besides, people may have grown all-in after hearing my melodramas. Much as that may be true, it is also true that once in a while I come up with outstanding ideas. If I were to turn in my assignments forthwith and be as responsible as I once was, I would not be having this problems. Did I listen to other people's advice. Thereupon, I am trying to look for excuses for what is happening to me now. It is normal to wake up on the wrong side of the bed if you know you have not carried most your duties. Still and all, I think it is a display of cowardice not to show up at school even if you know you have not been responsible. Whether or not I remotely want to be an upright citizen once more I have to start taking action. I can forget my dream of becoming a plummy teacher once in for all. Whatever I become though, I just hope turns out to be a decent job. What I determine to do now is what will bring me results in the future. All told, I cannot justify my behaviour neither by my sheltered upbringing nor by my irresolute manner.