Things are picking up indeed. Even so, lots of things do I have to do yet.  Whether or not I want to earn everyone´s trust again is up to me. Besides, I do not have to be smart to realize that by repudiating my friends´ advice I was hurting myself. Not to mention that absconding myself from college during school hours leaves a lot to be desire. Even though I am not doing it anymore, this so called blogger is going to have to control his nerves if he wants to keep being taken into account.

 

Perhaps my behaviour warrants punishment. In place of getting it though, I have gotten love from the people who surround me. Not only will I have to reconfigure my thinking, also I am going to have to make up to all the ones I have disappointed. It is in fact unthinkable that I could have acted the way I have despite almost being 22. There was a time in which I thought I could become a ESL luminary in the future. Now though, I just want to be happy.

 

Do I know my actions have undercut my reputation.  Nonetheless, I do not consider myself a phony about to be unmasked. From my standpoint of things, I would have not fancied by any stretch of the imagination winding up on this situation. Along the same vein, I had not considered learning new things from these unpleasant experiences I had brought onto myself. Actually, I can not expect  anything preternatural to happen any time soon. The upshot of my deeds will determine if I get to be successful or not. Ergo, I must not keep enshrouding my mind with hokum and start taking action.

 

 Moreover, I cannot depreciate what I have accomplished so far. I must get rid of this languorous feeling and start being serious. The onset of my reinvention is starting up now. In the interim, I could use this time, to catch up with my courses and not end up put out like I always do due to taking too many respites. Perhaps my overall knowledge will not go into the stratosphere as I was planning it to. Not to mention that I feel conflicted about what to do. Besides, I am tired of going through the whole gamut of human emotions without fastening on the present. Can I keep on complaining ad infinitum or I can at least do my part. Not wanting to render this writing uncompelling. I will finish it up by saying it is that from now on it entirely my responsibility to make the right decision so as to augur a flourishing futurity. P.S: I neglected to mention that I was going to attach a video on lesson planning.