Once again I am writing a post. Actually, I am doing it so as not to forget my English. To  be honest, I must declare that I am not in a good situation regarding my studies; neither am I in a good situation regarding work. Anyhow, I have been boring you with my melodramas for so long that I am going to tell you about this movie called ¨The Secret¨ I just saw. You all may be familiarized with this didactic book, but a movie?. I had no idea it existed. I actually ran into this film on YouTube. In fact, I do not want to come off as a moralist. You see, you can count on the fingers of one hand the right decisions I have made lately. However, this video has indeed given me hope. Oftentimes, I think about how many offers of help I have turned down either due to arrogance or  foolishness. Besides, now that realize my problems will not sort themselves out, I intend to take action. For now, I have to cleave to the belief that I will get better only if I want to. Moreover, trying to be honest once more, I have realized too that at this point it is nearly impossible for me to catch up with my school work. Ergo, I have decided to take one step aside. However, some may argue it still might not be that late for me to step up to the plate. Nonetheless, doing the latter would require bending my efforts to something I do not think passionate about anymore. You see, I did wanted to become a teacher. Be that as it may, ever since this semester started, I began slacking off. Thus, aggravating my situation little by little.  It is true though, that I came across some mishaps. However, I just used them as excuses not to catch up on my studies and to sicken myself. Hence, now I feel trapped in a mesh of uncertainty. I started out this blog with the intention of using it as a platform to express my views especially on education. Though, now I feel ashamed of myself after looking back and recognizing the number of mistakes I have been making due to pure idleness. Nevertheless, there is nothing I can do to rewind my life. Not to mention I even disappointed that gentleman who wanted me to go in with him on his project. My anxiety may have drained away. Notwithstanding, now I have to deal with the consequences of my actions. Do I know my own foolishness has been addling my mind. That is why I feel the way I do now. For now, I must decide once in for all whether I drop out of school and what I am going to end up doing if I do so. Will I be able to work at full stretch in whatever I plan to do with my life from now on? I am no clairboyant. What I do know however is that I will have to find someone to bankroll any kind of venture I may have in mind.