Just because I know a few fancy words does not mean that I am thus an English know-it-all. Nonetheless, I wish I were. To my mind, it is important to know as much as you can so that you can provide your students with the best education. That is my opinion, there is no two ways around it. Besides, I think have learned everything I know untimely. Be that as it may, they say that it is never to late to learn. In actuality, there is no point in reminding you that my insecurities have been engendered by my past failures. Thus, I need to get back my self-esteem now that I seem to have relapsed. Thinking positively would help me get over my problems easily. Perhaps I will get a brickbat begot by one of my professors due to my irresponsibility. Not only must I find my raisen d´etre, but also I have to learn to focus on my present. While going through my parent´s divorce, have I been told especially by my brother to mind my p´s and q´ without worrying about how I could have felt at that time. Not that I want  to blame him, but I think that my insecurity issues stem back from when I was around sixteen. Despite the fact that I have always tried to gravitate English environments, I have either been discouraged by either my brother or my mom to join a few social groups in which I could have certainly grown a lot more. Moreover, I do not want to be overshadowed by my brother more than I have now. No matter how cross I may be with my kin now. I know I have been overprotected so as to be safe. Albeit, too much of one single thing is never good. I refuse to become a benighted individual. Hence I have to attend school regardless of how many times I have absented myself from my classes in the past. Have I also heard the phrase that when there is a will, there is a way. Ergo, I cannot let my paroxysms of anger towards my past actions keep prejudicing my health. By the way, I do not reckon having talked about my interest in religion. Of course I am only interested on it as a matter of general knowledge. Do I hope to make time in the foreseeable future so that I can why not become more acquainted not only with Christianism, but with other religions as well. Am I unsuspected of how things are going to turn out for me. Still and all, I hope to have time to organize my school work. As well as not letting my hopes dwindle that is. To finalize my writing I would end up quoting Jesus on what he said in one of the ten amendments: ¨Honor your father and your mother¨. Is one of my in-built weakness the grudge I bear against them?. Also should I stop believing I am the fall guy of my family´s control.