I have kind of woke up early against my will. Even though my last actions have thrown a wrench into my plans, it does not mean I cannot correct my situation. Recently, have I exchanged rooms with my mom in my little condo. I just thought a small change would invigorate myself. Time marches on so fast that it is scary sometimes. Ergo, from now on, I swear I will commit myself to finally work on my self-confidence and on deepening my knowledge of English even more. No matter how many times I have to plug away at methods to make myself more confident. Have I been roughhousing my conscience over who is right about my true worth. Still do I not understand how painful it is for a person to dredge up their own bruising experiences all the time. To me, our destiny is not foreordained by fate, but by our own decisions. Whether or not we want to rise to prominence is up to us. You know, maybe if I had been steeping myself in something productive rather than brooding over my past, I would have felt better by now. Have I also learned that even though heuristic learning is important, team work also helps when it comes to bringing off tough tasks. Anyhow, I think I have exhausted the topic about pondering over my wrenching experiences. I just have to snap out of them and move on. Besides, keeping my own counsel is painful at times. The premise that humans are social creatures fits perfectly in my situation. How can I expect others to help me if I do not tell them how I feel. It chills me to think about the future. However, my tension has fallen off. What is more, my disrepaired mind has got a hang of what it is to think positively. Sometimes I forget I still am young enough to bring off rough challenges. In the same way businessess bring in new customers, I have to fill myself with positive energy. To accomplish that though, I will have to wrench my mind back to the present.