If experience is anything to go by I should be a genius by now. However, that is not the case. The best way of preventing problems is to forestall them. Nonetheless, I have been bringing them to myself. I can start on for as long as I want why I am in this situation. The truth is that your mind can assault your senses as much as loud music. Instead of perpending what to do from now on, I should just do something. Supplementing my studies by taking a part time job rather than gigs would do the trick. Not only do I have to put money aside each month, I actually have to use it for something productive. I will have to renew the promise I made to myself:  My own attitude has been snarling my my progress. No matter how put off I am with myself. I am sick of forbearing from benefiting myself by being more assertive. The only thing I have been doing in the past few weeks is nursing a grudge against my own kin. Air my grievances at them all the time will only sicken me. I need a new lease on life. In order to accomplish that, I will have to stop dumping my problems on my family. Besides, with an equable temperament and positive mind, any situation can be turned around. There is an old adage that say: It is never late to learn. That should be my motto. The only one who can mollify myself is I.  Do I not need any more lenient treatment. Perhaps I had been inflating the significance of my issues. Fear feeds on insecurity. What do I need to wake up? Is it a flagon of wine or perhaps to have sent smoke signals. I think neither of them. Instead of letting my patience snap for nothing, I must take action. After all, I live in a city where the is shortage of things to do.