It seems as if nothing can content me lately. Depression has stricken me again. By the way, did I mention that I am on vacation?. I´ll get back to school on the 11th. Anyhow, even though I am not exactly a malcontent, it does bother me the situation I am in. I mean, making a bad decision can set off a series hassles. The problem is I sometimes do not decide to do anything relevant to improve my status. I may come across as a shy guy who needs to be drawn out at times; nonetheless, I try hard not to be that way. Anyhow, I know that sweating the small stuff can in aggravate your problems even more. However, people get mad when the things they are aiming to do go wrong. Besides, not exactly do lucky experiences have been happening to me lately. I know I have to be patient. Moreover, yesterday I was reading about a condition called ¨anhedonia¨, which psychologists call the inability to find pleasure from the activities you used to find enjoyable. Withdrawing into yourself will only exacerbate your situation. No matter what you are going through. The best thing to do  is to get it together. To be honest, my parents never initiated me into a life of independence. I had to learn the hard way. Regarding my studies, despite the fact that I have attended several colloquiums on English teaching, I have not become a great teacher already. What I am trying to say is that the only way to improve your skill is by trial and error. Notwithstanding, it does help to get advice sometimes. Further, I have also realized there is not a manual on how to live either. That is why, one has to find their own way even when this means stepping out of their comfort zone. I do not know what the future holds for me. Be that as it may, I will do my best to cheer myself up. You just have to take it on the chin on occasion.