It is not easy to slough off responsibilities. Nonetheless, when you are going through a rough time it is indeed understandable. However, at this point I am not that concerned about having blemished my reputation but about how much my health is in fact improving. Might some of my decisions in fact have wrecked my plans to finish my program. Still and all, by no means am I willing to avoid dreaming about becoming a teacher. What is more, I should rearrange my plans so as not to make even more mistakes. Irrespective of the fact that I may be pressed for time to solve my problems, should I not stop working on what I like doing the most. Moreover, it is beside the point to think about the fact that some of the reasons for me being in the position I am now is due to my family being extra pushy. Further, the only thing that can stunt my progress from hereon in is my own attitude. By the there is a saying that say as follows: ¨You can knock on a deaf man´s door forever¨: which means that if you have a negative idea stuck in your mind, it is going to be impossible for other people to change it. Also not that I want to go off on a tangent, but I also heard this other expression today: ¨To jump the shark¨ which means to go outmoded. This phrase is mainly regarded to public figures, and movies or TV shows. Albeit, could I say in a sense that my popularity at school has jumped the shark. Anyhow, will I try to stop furrowing my eyebrows at some point in order not to get even more wrinkles than the ones I am going to get as I age. Perhaps what I must do from now on is to grit my teeth and try to juggle different activities throughout the day so as to center myself and focus on the present.