Once again I am in a tight spot. I mean, even though I already have a job, it did not turn out to be the way I was expecting it to be. Not to mention that some of my colleagues had began teaching even before the training program finished. I indeed have attended every single session of the training program. However, I just got assigned a single class to finally teach from this forthcoming Monday. Whereas my colleagues are teaching at least two classes. I have no idea why it still is so hard for me to speak up for my rights. Still and all, I can still pluck up the courage to go up and talk to my supervisor to get more chances. In the meantime, I should take advantage of the material I have been given. May I be yet at an incipient stage on this new job. However, had I been informed earlier that there were classes available to teach a few weeks ago, I would already have begun teaching. Aside from remaining poised at this one more tough situation, should I consider working on my negotiation skills once and for all. I mean the bright side might be that at least I got to have some extra training. To be honest, I have no idea when the day in which I luck out is going to be. Nonetheless, I have to learn to defend myself if I expect to one day be able to champion the cause for a better education in my country. Irrespective of how hard it may be for me to hide showing my true colors when I first meet people, I should try to seem more confident at least with my future clients. Be that as it may, I have look for more chances to keep learning and growing as a person as soon as possible. The more I apply what I have learned, the more secure I will become. Of course there are many things I need to work over. Notwithstanding, I must stop overthinking things. May be indignant at how I have been treated by others in the past. Nonetheless, am I going to keep being mistreated until start asserting myself. Wailing over everything does not solve any of your problems. What is more, secluding myself when I feel down is even worse. There is always a need to have a confidant you can talk to. Even though I have had many people who have offered my their friendship many times, have been blind at their offer to help. Lastly, I have no idea what beckons for me regarding my profession. One thing is for sure though. If I keep chickening out from my issues, am I not going to wind up well. Moreover, often times we find ourselves out of sorts  owing to our inability to see what is right in front of us. There is a chasm between the people who start doing things, regardless of how many times they have failed before; and the people who never give themselves a second chance.