Many tell me that by quitting school I would be making a huge mistake. Still and all, I do not believe that whatsoever. Above all, my health is what be taking into account. Not to mention that I have already been trying to look for new chances. May I have missed to mark to obtain a college degree. Nonetheless, it was not entirely my fault. Even though procrastination was one of the reasons I wound up this way, most of the circumstances I have gone through lately have not been favorable either. To little avail did I try to carry on without help from a therapist. Indeed, it is crucial for me at this point to sort my ideas out. My present situation might prefigure my undoing. Even so, nothing is certain yet. Perhaps the lucky strike or serendipitous even I was waiting for is lying in store for me. Only do I have to be at the right time at the right place and make the right decision. As I had already mentioned, for some I my last choice of path seems to be merely an escapade. Notwithstanding, do I think I am right in following my gut irrespective of what my kin may think. For once in my life, I believe what I am doing is right and am not just subduing myself to the commands to either my mom or my brother. Thus, my horizons will widen little by little as long as I keep constant in at the most two activities at a time in an organized manner. Even though I may not reach the apotheosis of my career now, at least I know I will be happy. Besides, not only should I be jolly, but also I should preserve my health no matter what. I have had enough of being treated as if I were a little child who has to be flushed out in order to go to school. Moreover, also did I want to bring up the fact that perhaps I had been a little surreptitious not to share my blog with everyone I knew before. Be that as it may, I shared it after all. Hence, it will strengthten my confidence a bit to ask for a medical withdrawal at college. You see, that way I will be able to write even more and to experience new things I had never gotten the chance too. Further, perhaps my actions may not turn heads now. Still and all, do I think I am doing the right thing. By stepping aside from school at least for a while I am sure I will be able to clear my mind and get my feelings of guilt out of my system. Lastly, I would say that I must see this change as a turning point in my life and not as a failure by no means. It may be true that a word to the wise is sufficient. Nonetheless, if that word means you will be doing something that does not appeal to you forever, then there is a problem there.
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