Things have gone well this weekend. I did manage to help out a Christmas book sale held by the church I am attending; the more so because I bought some good novels for a very low price. Still and all, can I not dispel that anxiety I yet bear regarding my not so bright start at this Language school I begin working for tomorrow. After many of being dogged by insecurity, can I say that at least nowadays am doing better. Even so, I still have a long way to go. For the time being, the more I go up the ladder, the better I will feel. Perhaps some of the advice I derided as unreasonable was in fact not that way whatsoever. Be that as it may, I was adamant enough so as not to change my mind at all. At this point, having made it to the shortlist of a no so great job does not seem such an accomplishment. Notwithstanding, am I still ravenous for knowledge and cannot turn down the only chance I have got so far to move on. Irrespective of the fact that my folks think I am having a flippant attitude toward my future, I still think I am doing the right thing. Even though it is true that I left school without a plan, things have not turned out that badly. I did muddle through and got a job besides some social groups I started frequenting. The sole reason for attending a college should not be to get a degree, but to learn stuff that you would not normally learn somewhere else. Nonetheless, have I got disappointed at some of my teacher´s performances. Despite the fact that there are quite a few exceptions, having classes that are almost not taught in fact makes students waste a lot of time. Not to mention, that the older you are the worse you feel when not getting advantages of the chances that you run into. Perhaps I have even bemired my own self-regard by swallowing some of these individuals constant criticism. Albeit, am I now working on improving my assertiveness. You see, having confidence in your skills and achievements, among other aspects is the centerpiece for a healthy mental health. Thus, you begin stagnating at whatever goal had been working on the moment  you stop believing in yourself. Anyhow, before I start fumbling for words, I am going to wrap this up. Lastly, let me tell you that I am now poised to take up my upcoming challenge regardless of my current difficulties.