Provided that I apply myself from hereon in, will I ultimately succeed. Nonetheless, am I always going to have that bitter feeling inside me that tells me I could have done way better. Had my immediate family not interfered with my affairs from the beginning, perhaps I would have had a brighter present. Notwithstanding, as I have been reminded countless times, there is nothing I can do to rewind my life. I am almost in the clear now. However, still do I have sort some things out before I can say I feel totally relieved. Besides, there is something I have noticed I need to change. Can I not feel overawed owing to the fact that I have to compete with some native English speakers in my new job. Irrespective of my past mistakes, have I amassed quite enough knowledge of this language so as to feel confident about it. The only thing I have to do is to start asserting myself. What is more, I have learned the hard way that ultimately there is no way to circumvent your duties. No matter how much we would like to escape from every single issue we have to confront and go live to a utopia. Be that as it may, am I in a buoyant mood right now. By the way, I did neglect to mention that today I started attending a conversation session that allows participants themselves to come up with topics so as to share with the class. You see, this guy Cesar (a lawyer) whom I met at one of the services I had been going put me onto this sessions. In fact, he himself holds this workshop, which seems quite interesting. Moreover, there is no need to lower your level of English in order to offset the lack of knowledge of the clubs members. In fact, every one of its members has a considerably high level of both comprehension and speaking skills. Therefore, could I indeed have the chance to express my opinions fluently without having any sort of setback. Nonetheless, I have to confess that it is permissible for anyone who would like to join in not to be fluent in English. Anyhow, I may not yet be in the mood of capering around my neighborhood. Albeit, have I made some progress under the auspices of selfless and kind-hearted friends. To wrap things up, I would say that there is no point in giving up, regardless of what I could have experienced in the past. Further, am I going to start preparing not only my model class for next Wednesday´s presentation at my new job, but also some handouts to dole out in the following workshop I will be participating in.