Someone told me this afternoon that he has an ear for me. Those words really made me feel better. I mean ever since I joined this church, have I met wonderful people who are indeed helping while bearing up. Not to mention that it seems I am going to start working again. It turns out a person from one of the conversation sessions I have been attending works in a language center and was looking for a new teacher. Thus, I might get the job. It seems as though I am back in the game. Nonetheless, still have I not gone to my school so as to do the paperwork to ask for my medical withdrawal. Perhaps lately I may have been using a profligate use of my time. Still and all, never did I stop immersing myself in the English language. Besides, the only thing I needed was something to stir me up help me get back on track. Have I not inkling of what is going to happen in the future. Frankly, I would rather someone else solved my problems. Albeit, I can expect people to assist me only so far. As they say ¨you can take a horse to water but you cannot make it drink¨. Moreover, something in my gut tells me am I doing the right thing for a change. Thus far, I have always felt as a boy stuck in a man´s body. On account of being bossed around by my kin that is. Even so, it is time to change to a higher orbit. The time I spent chewing over what to do has run out.  Life is ephemeral; ergo there is no way I am going to waste one more second pondering about things. What is more, not only do I need to filter my life, but also do I have to change my mindset. Further, oftentimes I do not realize how much potential I have got to accomplish many things. Therefore, I have had enough of downgrading myself. For starters, must I list all the things I want to achieve for the rest of my life. Second of all, do I need to start taking action so as to work my way up the ladder at any job. Hence, there is a need for me to be steadfast in my determination to not giving up. By degrees will achieve things I never imagined I could have. In fact, sometimes, we ourselves are our worse enemies. By cheapening our accomplishments we bring ourselves down.  Ergo, we begin looking at the bright side of every single experience we encounter, as opposed to berating ourselves for our mistakes