Such a wonderful Sunday I had. Truth be told, I had not felt like this in a long time. Still and all, there is quite a few things yet I must accomplish before I can say to myself that I feel happy. Anyhow, I have been called a ¨drama queen¨ by this outstanding gentleman (David) I met about a month ago. Perhaps he is right. I mean, bewailing my sorrows is only going to hold me back even more. Therefore, as I have been told already, I should concentrate on the positive side of things. You see, ever since I joined this church I am attending, things started picking up. Not to mention that I lucked out when I made acquaintance of many well-spoken, trustworthy and gentle people. Besides, there are several other opportunities awaiting for me. To be honest I had not already explored all avenues before I began getting depressed. You become a lame duck the second you stop believing in yourself. Thus, people sense your fear and trample over you. What is more, you  hurt yourself sapping your energy by pondering on the past. As opposed to what happens when you try as hard as you can to  focus on the here and now. Perhaps I should stop having pessimism on the brain. Notwithstanding, it will not be easy to redeem myself and ultimately accomplish what I desire. On my book, my insatiable curiosity has only help me so far. By the way, one of the things that do not help me grow may be the fact that I tend to compare myself to other individuals more successful than I am. Nonetheless, I should try to be the best version of myself as I have been told as well. Moreover, the analogy of fruit you are going to see in the video I will post is axiomatic. Every single person matures at their own rate. The same happens with fruits. Ergo, do I need to stop being an splenetic fool and try to remain calm, empty my mind for some minutes, and look for a way to clear out any difficulty that is causing me trouble now. Anyhow, a bit of elbow grease might get me back on track. Thereby, allowing me to feel better altogether.  Everyone has had enough already regarding me digging in my heels in and refusing to listen to advice. Even so,  is it never to late to turn over a new leaf... Yet I believe that being endued with a great talent would be pointless if it does not get to be discovered.

PS: Did I neglected to mention that I joined the church´s choir. Albeit, I am reacquainting myself with reading music.