How to Stop Procrastinating

One more year has gone by in which I do not go to a Halloween party, nor did I join that religion I was talking about the other day. It seems as if I never plan the stuff I am going to do in the future. We all know that only your actions are the ones that provoke results. Nonetheless I have not been following the aforesaid line myself. By pulling out of my responsibilities and being afraid have I only aggravate my situation. Despite the fact that I have always been sort of tongue-tied to be honest, at least I had a drive to carry on before. Nonetheless, it seems as if that drive is long gone. I unfortunately adhered to the idea that I my English was not good enough and so I stopped looking for opportunities and trying to progress. I mean, even my mom has interceded on behalf of myself with the dean of my school so as to help me out. Nonetheless, some of the things I have experienced have depressed me to the point of not being able to think straight. Not to mention that I had been storing up my worries for so long before I started having nervous breakdowns. I realize now that I had saturated myself with negative thoughts. Thus, did I started to get sicker and sicker. Besides, it is a penance to do something only out of obligation. Ergo, perhaps going to a school in which most of the courses are in Spanish was not such a good idea for me after all, Nonetheless, it is also true that I lost several chances to go to conferences and whatnot due to my negativeness.  Hence, I have dashed my own hopes by behaving the way I have. If only I could rewind my life and wise up. The latter is possible though. Who has not wished for something miraculous to happen? Well I am one of them right now. Moreover, the fact that I have made an inordinate amount of mistakes makes me try to forget them. Irrespective of what has happened to me thus far I still think I can make up my mind and try to man up for a change. It all comes down to being honest with myself and the ones who surround me. Perhaps my family steered me to the wrong path in the past. Still and all, ever since I became an adult it has been my responsibility to face up to my actions. Therefore, even though I may not have done the best job taking care of myself, I at least made some decisions. Should start setting up an schedule and some plans if I ever want to snap out of this depression for real. Either that or I can start thinking on scrubbing down floors for a living. Not that there is anything wrong with that. Still and all, the problem with me is that I think too much about things and never start doing anything. Regardless of all the support from friends I got, I backslided into having a negative attitude.  Perhaps I was seeing pink elephants when I though that my dreams were going to come true was because I wanted them to . Notwithstanding it comforts me to keep dreaming stuff away sometimes. All in all, I hope I can finally decide wisely for once in my life and stop trying to hide from my problems. By the way it is axiomatic to say that only way in which my doubts can fall away is if I actually start making things happen. I just wanted to say that last remark and I will be making a list  of the things I have not got the chance to do yet before my birthday which falls on Wednesday.

How to Be Happy - Secrets to Happiness

Am I already regretting the fact that I have shirked my duties. However, I do not do a thing to solve them either. I mean I have founded a way around the rules by avoiding class. To be honest, I have no idea why I have not listened to a single piece of advice I have been given at all. How could my plans ever have materialized if I do not lift a finger to accomplish them?  I just hope not have exhausted all my chances. Moreover, I cannot find a reason for me behaving this way. Not to mention, now I have not the foggiest idea what to do next. Fear steals over my body. That is on account of the fact that I feel guilty for not having been responsible whatsoever. People may think anything has a solution. Nonetheless, I for one think my situation. Moreover, I could not be more muddle-headed right now.

Not to mention that I do not realize how much I am missing out on. Lots of people have tried to help me out. Be that as it may, far from thinking straight and  remaining hard-headed, I have been stubborn enough so as not to apply the advice I had been given. Not only was I being self-willed, but also I was hurting myself by cloistering inside my room. Am I the kind of person who gives out advice to people but do not do any of the things I suggest at all.  I mean if I were to stop and think for moment about the stuff that I do before actually doing it, I perhaps would not be on this situation. Do I realize now I gave up so easily without a fight. Even so, I will keep attending the classes I think will be convenient for me to attend. Besides, I have to act before it is to late.  Dreaming about making a run at being successful is one thing; accomplishing though is something totally different. Irrespective of what I have done so far, I should keep living not for me, but for my family.  Being extremely shy and a little self-willed has stopped me from achieving so much. However, it does not hurt to be happy. Ergo, I will try to be that way despite all I have done. Regaining my confidence will not be an easy task. Still and all, if I do not start now, it maybe too hard tomorrow.  How easy it is to saunter down the street and try to look for a friend or whatnot. Negative thoughts are a dangerous thing. Bringing up the rear, I will end this writing by encouraging you to do what I never did during my life- time... believe in yourself.

Still have I been doing idiocies. Nonetheless, at least know do I realize the gravity of my actions. All my progress has been blighted by insecurities. Besides, since this platfrom is the only means by which I voice my thoughts, I get really anxious for not actually talking to people. What is the point of having a flair for language is I do not open my mouth?. Anyhow, I know now that at no point in the foreseeable future will I end up intoxicated by success. In fact, on account of the recent mistakes I have made, I even doubt I am going to be able to stay at school much longer. Straight from the shoulder, I have let my depression hold me back. Despite this, I still am willing to at least try. A new vista opening up for me seems impossible. I mean, if I were to add up the number of times I have avoided school plus the amount of times I have flounces out of class, I would be crazy by now. To think that just a few months ago, I would be coruscating with delight. Notwithstanding now I spend most of the time pinpointing my past errors. Instead of trying to change, I keep trying to get a fix on why I behaved as I did. Ergo, in lieu is watching my life go by in dejection, I must stop thinking. My own action have diluted my confidence. Paying scant attention to your own future can bring you detrimental consequences.Wagging my head at my own actions will only make me waste even more time. How much would I wish to be the kind of person who does things straight out. Be that as it may, I still have a long way to go. With that, a lot of work has to be done by me if I even want progress. Moreover, I feel as if there is only a husk lest of my former self. Sweeping away my fears will not be easy. However if I keep lazying around they will get stronger. Lost of flimsy excuses I could give for my recent misbehavior. Still and all, I cannot hide the fact that now I am paying my dues. Further, the only thing left for me to do is to dissipate my own anger and move on. Why should I be mad at myself for romping around in my dreams and not living my actual life? It pains me to realize know how much time I have squandered. Not only do I have to learn how to compose myself, but also to be more responsible. I have fallen behind at school so badly that I do not know what to do to remedy my situation. How am I supposed to become the anchor of my kin at some point in the future if I do not even have the courage to face up to my responsibilities? For years I had been balked of my freedom. Even so, I do not how to use it now that I have it. My actions should home in on my goals. Notwithstanding, that is not the case. Not that I should be more audacious, but indeed less foolish. All in all, have I ruined my reputation. Thus, I must do something to wind up being more of a comedian and diligent student. Let us just hope that this time I am able to walk the walk instead of only talking the talk. My fate relies on the verisimilitude of the aforesaid words.

To be honest, I thought I was not going to write down a single word anymore. For I have sinned deeply towards myself.  At some point did I optimize my talent for languages, but only at a tiny extent. You see since I have never been that social, I have had a lot of trouble practicing my English.

Not to mention that now more than ever, it is impossible for me to wipe out the past. Owing to the fact that I had been laying up problems for myself. Of course I perfectly do realize the consequences of my absences to school. Nonetheless, that did not prevent me from doing wrong. On account of this, I came across the following religious quote: Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother´s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye. Intermittently do I begin to understand that I was in fact behaving that way. Overcoming depression encompasses a lot of will power. Notwithstanding, I was prolonging it as much as I could. Neither had I exhausted all the possibilities to improve my health. People have had enough of me playing victim. Have I had enough times to take the reins of my life. Nonetheless, I feel as if a demon had extruded my confidence right out of my soul. Until when should I remain this way? Do I want to keep making myself gaunt? Do I really want to get winded next time I jog? If I ever? Going back to what I said earlier, how do I expect to advance my English knowledge if I don´t even show up at class? Should I part company with my silliness once in for all. What is more, I should stop scrutinizing my past. Moreover, I have to learn not to make my problems intractable. Do I really wish there was a panacea to solve all my problems. Such as a genie granting me time travel to the past so as to correct all my mistakes. As impractical as the aforesaid statement might sound, it is worth to believe for me if it is going to keep me alive. Neither do I know whether or not there is ever going to be a way to accomplish time travel nor do I know if there is a god. Even so, It is not as if there were a dearth of options for me to progress. Anyhow if I do not want to end up having a single more regret as I get on in years, should I start getting myself into gear and stop looking back. For how much longer should I behave as if I were long in the tooth for?

Intermittently, do I realize I had been wrong in thinking that problems cannot be solve. Provided that I had started acting upon my tasks, would I have solved my situation already. Should I not exactly crusade against what I believe to be wrong all the time. Nonetheless, it would help for me to be more assertive so as not to fall in the error of being a high-strung individual. Besides, tautening your mind with worries is not a good idea. Is it so hard for me to wipe the slate clean with my past and move on. Perhaps by becoming more charismatic with my peers, could I little by little forget about the past. You see, it is easy for me to relay information to people on a written form. Nonetheless, since I have become more cloistered than ever, it is even harder for me to assert myself. However, by flaying myself all the time, I only worsen my health. If I want to make a passable performance at school, I should be more active and less truculent. Even though I am not that way, I tend to sometimes misbehave out of frustration towards my parents. Might it be the core of my suffering that I cannot stomach having moved out once more? Everyone knows that issues accrue when you procrastinate the way I have so far. Anyway, I could apportion the blame for my current health state to my kin. Notwithstanding, would I not accomplish much by doing so. I will be signing off for now, with the hopes of whipping my depression and send it out of commission.

Self Esteem - Understanding & Fixing Low Self-Esteem

My alacrity for life seems to have abandoned me. Despite the fact I hitherto have relinquished my dreams due to accepting what my kin told me to do, there still might be a way for me to escape from this situation. Have I given my undivided attention to learning that it seems unfair to me that not a single person was willing to help me out at the time that I needed it the most. To be more specific regarding jobs mostly. Even though I had been magnanimous until now with those who ruined my existence, I am not going to accept any more humiliations. What is the point of being an assiduous student if none of the efforts you made paid off in the end?. Perhaps I should have tried harder. Then again fair has always hindered my progress. I believe my low self-regard has been the reason for all my failures. Still and all, I will try to overcome this life-long curse even if it takes me forever.It dumbfounds me to realize how much time I have wasted and where I am now. Besides, as hard as it may to be to find an answer to my worries, I had better hustle up. At this point it impossible to undo the pain I have endured hitherto. Notwithstanding, I can try my best to forget. Considering the fact that my health is on the line. Anyhow, I just hope this writing is not full of contrivances. Moreover, if I simmer down I must be able to pull off  writing this post as natural as possible. By the way, back to my story, I only have left to say that my time is running out and I do not have anybody to pass the buck to. Therefore, can I not discount any chance of recovery. Too much inertia can lead to overkill. Thus, I should throw off this feeling as soon as possible. Not to mention I might as well fall short of opportunities if I do not hurry. Lastly, I would say that irrespective of the fact that most of the people I have encountered in the past have been callous, I should concentrate on the few people that I have met who have not been that way.

Overcoming Insecurity and Self-Doubt

Sometimes people think one joins a religion just because they have let missionaries proselytize them into their creed. Still and all, only a few who are smarter than average understand the need to join any kind of religion. Being part of a religious organization not only can help those with low self-esteem who struggle in life, but also those who want to sate their desire to learn a little a bit about everything, such as myself. Of course my kin never understood any of those reasons. Besides, did I have to entreat them to understand my position.

Even though their realization that I was in fact right was belated, I am glad that at least they now get it. Moreover, may I be close to being an antipode to the average 21 year old. Notwithstanding, it is owing to the fact that I grew up in a sheltered environment I guess. Be that as it may, I am old enough to call the shots now. Am I just waiting to fully recover from this depression and get back on track.

As much as I am desirous to get into a time machine and do over all the idiocies I have done so far, I now that is humanly impossible. Thus, my need to start doing things right from now on. Unwonted decisions due to anxiety can lead you to bad results. However, my passion for learning has not betrayed me. Ever since my late adolescence, I have tried to get hold of as many chunks of knowledge from here and there I could have gathered. Nonetheless, I still believe I could have sprung a surprise by becoming a young prolific bilingual writer had I made different decisions. Not that I cannot become one now. Even so, it would be a lot harder to accomplish it for me considering what I have been doing lately.

Not only would I have to rep up, but I would also have to make frequent mental exertions to achieve my ultimate goal. Besides, even  if I were lucky enough to finally get where I want to, I still would be haunted by my regrets of untimely learning. Hence, they are something I will have to live with anyway. Moreover, no contrivance is going to help me reach my goals quicker. However old I am now is still early enough to accomplish them. Despite the fact that I myself do not believe the aforesaid words, they are still true. It seems as though nothing will subvert my beliefs, as impolitic as some of them may be considered.

How to Start All Over Again Pastor Greg Laurie

How to Start All Over Again Pastor Greg Laurie

Perhaps if I knew how to turn my situation around I would be fine. Even so, to be honest after I absented myself two more days it is in fact too late to think in a comeback. Even if I new the content of each course inside-out I still would be out. Ergo, I must face up to my responsibilities and see what I can do from now on. I cannot afford to keep behaving as if I were a puerile boy.

Besides, it is indeed fallacious to think that I can magically undo the mistakes I have made thus far. Was the reason for my apparent undoing my inane thinking? Well, I would say that it was in lieu the fact I let my emotions control me. Moreover, it is not that I relied on unsound methods to accomplish my goals, it is just that I did not do enough. May I have been a good student who occasionally used to get some gigs.

Still and all, I actually never got to have a stable job, nor was I in a stable relationship. Thus, even though I am about to turn 22, I have not only disappointed myself, but also every one else quite badly. Irrespective of what I had accomplished in the past, I let my depression get the best out of me. Not to mention that I wasted so much time feeling sorry for myself. It seems ludicrous to think that a person such as me who claims to love English would throw away perhaps the only opportunity he had to become an English teacher. Nonetheless, there is no reason for someone who gets overwhelmed by his fears.
 

The unholy effects that can be caused when your emotions have the upper hand are countless. May have screwed the chance to remain in school. Notwithstanding, it does mean I should wind up like a lumbering idiot. The finality of my recent decisions falls on me. Can I no longer let my insecurities trample me and pray for a new chance to come along.
 

PS.  I  have not forgotten about the post about Christianity, I will soon write it down.

At this point, I have no idea what to do. The easiest option that comes to mind is to relent. Nonetheless, many tell me I still might have a chance. Even though my tacit expression of disappointment says it all. Worries torment me quite often. Is there any particular reason for my mind to keep straying back to my past failures?. Of course the best remedy they say is to keep your  mind busy. Still and all, I find it tough to continue.

Despite the fact that I had not been browbeaten into going to school, I think I should have been though. Besides, there is no need for me to expound on the topic of my health. Since I have been talking about the same thing for a long time now, there is not much more to say. Regarding the progress of Lima, it is in fact changing for better. However, its progress is slower than in a developed city. Anyhow, I may not believe in kismet. Nonetheless, I see mine already predicted. The way I feel now is in stark contrast to the way I felt before.
 

In fact I am wobbling over what to do now. Do I want to come up with a snappy remark to wrap this up. Might I not be in contention for winning anything right now. Notwithstanding, someday I would like not only to take part in, but also to win a singing contest. Anyhow, even in my worst times, do I still try to be a bit grandiloquent.

By the way, in the next post I will be talking about a debate that arose some time ago regarding  the credibility of Christianity. Back to my situation, will some elbow grease and a few sick notes save me? Well, if not there will not be another way out for me. Everyone knows that things are achieved over the long haul; the problem is that I never kept up working for those things...

Secrets Of Productivity - How To Stop Laziness And Procrastination

The deleterious effects  of stress could catch up with me. Was I indeed an up and coming individual before I messed up. Thus, I have to deal with a hard nut to crack.  Not to mention that it is hard for me to come up with any sort of snappy remark at this point. My tenuous hopes are the only thing that keep me breathing.

To be honest, it would have been a lot easier to write this if I had had a few notes ready so as kind of cobble together this post. Besides, I subscribe to the idea that it is a lot more productive to write when you are not lying down. No contention whatsoever would arise the counter the aforesaid statement. On the other hand, am I still hung-up over the fact that I have been short-changed by some employees despite my all my hard work and constant studying.

My conscience smites me each time I start thinking about staff. However, bashing yourself over what is already over is not wise whatsoever. Still do I not know how to ramp up my spirits. Not that I am a skittish folk. Still and all, my weak character gets crushed quite often by shoddy treatment. Despite the fact that my character has not always exactly been like this. My work may be a tribute to my skills.

Nonetheless, what is the point if I do not get paid for it?. I do not know if what is happening to me now will portend even more crap coming up. I hope my imagination is just playing tricks on me. Lastly, I wish sometime soon my now raspy voice can utter a victory. Any kind not to wanting to make bones about it. Even if it is not related to my main goals. I would just subsume it to my list of few times of happiness.

Sherry Turkle: Connected, but alone?

Had I never felt more entrapped in my entire life than I do now. Watching it flounder from the sidelines makes me sick. Not anymore is this the only reason for it the negativeness affixed to my mind. Is it so abstruse for my own flesh and blood for instance to  comprehend how much pain they have caused me? I do not seem to get a bang out of anything anymore. Besides, what is the point of plodding on through an uncertain  and dangerous path as vulnerable as I feel. If only a few bastards had not muscled in on my business, I would not have been on this situation right now. Not to mention that no matter how many times I tried to steal a march on the rest; the control of my kin would ultimately hindered my progress. Am I groping for the right words to describe how I feel right now. Further even if I shook down my room for something to read so as to look for a diversion, I would not do it. Mainly owing to the  fact that I lost my drive to learn. Have I got hot under my collar thinking about how much time I have been wasting. Perhaps I did not see the forest for the trees; then again I know now that there is nothing I can do that is going to ever change how bad I feel right now. How could I have not become a grouch after all I have been through. Furthermore, the welter of information I have to research not only to catch up with my studies, but also to look for other options drags me down. There is a chasm of difference between the average successful folk and me at this point. I might as well consider the shabby way I have been treated by most people throughout my existence as the reason why I ended up like this. May it be hard to translate words into feelings. Still and all, have I been pulling it off for some time now. In conclusion, I would say that perhaps if confidence had been implanted in my mind from an early age, things would have been way different. Notwithstanding, that was not the case. Moreover, it is self-evident to see that a single decision can change your whole life and a few insults can destroy a person if they are down in the dumps.

Friday, it seems unreal that after all what has happened thus far, I am still kicking. Am I not taking the piss when I say I am one step out of school. This may be old news but I must keep attending until I my ideas jell and I figure out what to do next. Have I realized indeed that my bitterness towards my kin had congealed into hatred at some point. Thus, was I wasting my time in these piddling matters and not concentrating on achieving more than school success; which by the way I do not even have anymore. Still and all, I have overcome those feelings and by no means I expect a fluke to save me. You see, I have dreamed with fulfilling many goals during my life. Such as having a full time job as an ESL teacher, acquiring a stringy body, among other things I could exalt in. Nonetheless, my luck has not been that good quite yet. At the moment, I am mooching off my parents. Temporarily though. Despite the fact that the whiff of success seems to be too far to reach for me, something inside me tells me not to throw in the towel just yet. The suggestion to avoid quiting might not go down well with me. However, I cannot chicken out from my problems. Despite the fact that sometimes I feel like hightailing it from it all and move to a utopia, I am not able to afford that yet. By letting others control my actions I have also allowed them to heist precious years of my life. Ergo, more than ever do I have to size up the situation and decide quickly. As well as tuning in to every peace of valuable advice I get from now on. Failure is creeping up on me and I must stamp it out. Besides I want to have enough cash in the future to afford to spiffy outfits so as to wear them every day. Hence, I am going to go on as long as my chances permit me to. I just will not bug out anymore owing to the fact that nothing is worse than being a coward. From here on in, I do not care whether they kick me out or not. I will keep going and try to be a little more responsible. Not to mention that I am done for being racked by regrets. My own will it what will ultimately cure me by preventing myself from letting up.

Without preamble will I get on with my thoughts today. Once more was I kind of down to get up let us say at 5 am. Despite the fact that I was It is indeed going to have a presentation, which I later found out was suspended.  Insofar as I concerned, have I got lucky enough to study some more.  Besides, the same story happens to me over and over again. How many times is it going to take me to understand that it is impossible to escape the inexorable passing of time. Thus, you might as well take advantage of each chance you can get. There is no way one can actually bask in their own success if they do not take the first step.

Of course it does rankle me that I seem to prefer watching videos on my phone in the wee ours. Thus, I hope that my common sense comes into being before it is too late. Have I been suggested already to buy a real alarm clock and forget about the phone. Hence, I might as well start looking for one if I do not want to keep wasting more time. It does hobble me that a little device is controlling me. Perhaps at this point I could change the subject, right?. Anyhow, whether or not I expect to someday end up having a trophy or something equable with my name inscribed on it is still possible. Still and all, my regrets grow by the second. How can I stop the cacophony of voices inside my head that tell me not to wake up?. Well I need find a purpose other than going to school. Will I have to do it quick not to wind up in a worthless job with a exiguous salary.  It has been more than a while since started out feeling depressive.

It does not mean though that by making a couple of decisions I cannot arrest this situation for good. Further, I have to say that there is nothing more important to me than to be able to write a purple prose. Indeed I have succeeded more than once. Notwithstanding, I wish I were more hard-bitten, not exactly pugnacious, but able to deal with adverse situations and negative thoughts more assertively. For instance, have I met quite a few calculating assholes in my life. Not to mention that most of the time they were employers whom I was not able to deal with. Those scars left in my heart are indelible. Maybe I yet can seek for backing.

By the time I overcome this sickening feelings, will I be able to ultimately fulfil my goals and hopefully land a job befitting my skills. Lastly, not wanting to keep letting anything else pull me down anymore, I am going do my best to avoid garnering more info about what I have to do and force myself to do it.  By the way, I cannot forget to add that I will be participating on this sort of religion called Kabalah. Who knows? This new activity may finally serve not only as surcease from the negativity that enchains my freedom, but as a way to start things over.

LBCC - Organizing Your Study Time - Part 2

A thought just flitted through my mind. Since today is a holiday in Peru, I might as well take advantage of it and write one more post. How can I just stop procrastinating and hopefully avoid being just a subtle flash in the pan. I cannot keep zeroing in on orthogonal matters to my situation right now.

Thus, I felt obliged to write a little more so as to diminish my guilt not to having woken up earlier today. Am I at point of my life in which I must dig down and set new foundations if I really want get on in life. Further, I cannot let this intention to change only remain in words. It is in fact hard to be a diligent student once again after getting into bad habits. Such as for instance, put stuff off. What happened to the guy you see in the description who said he was a trainee teacher who loved English. Well the latter is still true.

The part about being a trainee teacher, I will have to be upfront and tell you that indeed I used to give private classes and at some point before college I even worked at hotel teaching the maintenance staff. Therefore, you can tell I have regressed dramatically. From a practical viewpoint, I could just try to overcome this staggering situation I dragged out long enough. Must I make a landmark decision this second. Life does not allow you to do things over that many times. Moreover, considering that I have messed up quite a bit, there is no time left to keep feeling blah. Nobody said that succeeding would be easy.

 Nonetheless, if I do not take the first step on the ladder, I will regret it for the rest of my life. Do I still want submit myself to the brickbats I may once in far all get after boring my professors with my excuses? Is there really time to spare on letting conflicting emotions churn inside me? I think not.

Mobile Phones Cause Cancer

It is not exactly immaterial to me not to be able to wake up on time. It is not exactly on account of a smart phone that keeps me stuck in bed though. Have I talked about that topic already. Nonetheless, one more article about it would not hurt. To be upfront, despite the fact that I consider that I find these phones harmful to my health I cannot stop using them at times. In fact I find it hard not to have a kaleidoscope of ideas on how to tackle these problems. Thus, should I have to admit that one of my shortcomings is indeed hand-held technology.

Besides, if  I were to rationalize my behavior I would say that since I do not immerse myself as much as I would want in the English culture, I have relied on devices such my phone to do that for me. Notwithstanding, anything that is not natural is detrimental for your health. Not to mention that one wastes so much time using this portable devices that it is sick indeed. Anyhow I could keep grumbling on about this topic. Still and all, neither do I want this writing to be littered with baloney, nor do I want to muddy the waters. It takes a while to harmonize your ideas so as to write something decent.

Experts do submit that an array of illnesses can be caused owing to this terrible habit of having this machines attached to ourselves. Thanks to the proliferation of media and our need to have access to information even when we dream, the companies who create these machines will never grow insolvent. Good habits pre-empt any harmful problems. Notwithstanding, it is hard for me to go back to being my former self and not keep making these venial mistakes.

Needless to say that everyone knows that the prices of these phones are reduced in many cases, so that more people can have access to them. Lastly, I would say that the solution to this situation resides in our hands. The teleology behind the publicity the people who front these  corporations make is axiomatic. They want us to think that it is so necessary for us to rely on the exhilarating products they produce that it seems impossible to stamp out the habit of irresponsibly using them.

SELF HELP ADVICE • How To Confidently Share Your Hidden Talents With The...

There is no standard point to what time exactly I should start posting. Though, you may think I am insane owing to the fact that it is in fact 4 am. I will try to keep this post succinct though. Not to mention that I hope this gratuitous decision does not cause me trouble in the future. Do I just hope not to zone out while I am writing this. Not to mention, that  I do not even know if my ideas can actually disperse at this time.

Perhaps I should not be doing this. Nonetheless, being this just one of the crazy things I have been doing in the concatenation of bad decisions I have made so far. Besides, by the end of this post, I hope not to get irritable at all. In fact, I think I hope this will not end up being a simulacrum of previous works I have made. Should someone come in and mediate between my mind and reason.

Further, not that I  am obtuse enough not to realize that I am doing things that are detrimental for my health. Truth be told, I cannot even make a jocular comment at this time of the day. This is the earliest I have ever posted by far. Not exactly am I enthused by the idea. Thereby this inaugurates a new era of my life. Now if you will excuse me, I must go ablute myself . May my actions have counter-intuitive effects on my health later on? . Whatever time is is though, I will always find writing epicurean practice. Perhaps, I certainly should let you know if I were to rhapsodize about anything exciting I encounter.  Lately though, there is nothing that may have sent me into raptures. Lots of tasks must be done by me.

For starters, I should grow into an expansive mood and get to have homogeneous ideas once again. Do I know nothing is gratis in life. Hence, in order be get back to being my former self, I will have to letting my emotions lurch from one extreme to the other. The centerpiece of a well-rounded individual success should in fact be a good education. Lastly, I would say that I hope God does not end up exacting his rath on me account of my sins. This aforesaid statement may be as sham as my outstanding skill in twanging the guitar. Notwithstanding, you may be agreeable that I do in fact like to jot down words. Irrespective of what time of the day a might find myself in, I will always be thinking about them.

Face to Face with Dr. Magda Havas: The Dangers of Wireless Technology

We live in a manic society in which people remain stuck to their phones. May it be useful to have Internet access at the palm of our hands. Nonetheless, if we were able  to ask a chiromancer what would happen to this generation if they keep on with this bad habit, he might probably tell us the we all will end up socially doomed. This sybaritic world in which we live in is so used the pursue of comfort at any cost that nothing else matters to people. It is indeed flagrant to see how most of us nowadays have a disregard for nature and a constant necessity for expediting everything we do without caring about the feelings of others. Perhaps, we are on verge of modern decadence. Notwithstanding, we still can brake the habit. I myself think how blundering it is to waste your time prostrated on a bed looking at your phone. In fact our reality is quite sad. Before you were used to seeing kids frolicking around the streets every afternoon. Nowadays, most of them are either indoors playing video games or someplace else using their hand-held devices. It does not take a studious individual to presage a bad outcome for these actions. Not to mention that the companies who make these devices are not exactly magnanimous with the competition. They are willing to do anything to top their rivals in order to lower their prices and sell their bullshit. Not only are our minds poisoned with lies, but also our understanding of how to escalate through society has been degraded. Are our brains skimpy enough that we do not comprehend the seriousness of the issue?. Most corporate tycoons do not show clemency towards us. Their sole purpose is to enrich themselves more and more. Many of their companies even flout the law by overloading the web with ads, not to mention other means. Thus, invading our privacy. Maybe the reason why these days it is usually more normal to see students bungle activities in which they have to address an audience such as school presentations. Anyhow, whether we believe in some sort of animism or not is out of the picture. Not far from now we may witness the vertex of technological advances. Thus, the anthropomorphic god we probably made up might not be able to save us. If we do not group together and try to end this bad situation ourselves, posterity may not have other choice but to live in a completely antisocial world. Our detachment from unnecessary gadgets has to be gradual. Further, not that we should end up living a monastic lifestyle. Still and all, I do not think a dissension could arise owing to the fact that a conscious group of individuals wants to see a better world. Lastly, your beliefs may or may not coincide with mine. However, we should all assent to the fact that if we do not use technology responsibly enough, it could become the leper of forthcoming generations.

Matt Killingsworth: Want to be happier? Stay in the moment

What is it really that makes you unhappy?. Well, in fact thoughts are what accomplish that.  Especially the ubiquitous thoughts about the bad experiences you had in the past. Besides, if you get stuck in the past, you cannot advance through life. Thus, if you cannot advance through life, it means you still are stuck in the past.

It is indeed a catch 22 situation. Still do I want to kick the habit of immersing myself negativity. Do I try not to clutter my mind with negative thoughts. In fact it is scientifically proven that is you force yourself to feel bad, you in fact will imperil your health. By engaging yourself in constant fits of rage and anxiety you cannot solve anything. Further, if you want to resurface a memory, it had better be a pleasant one.

To reiterate what I just said, you may want to go light on your past thoughts. If you think of all the times you "zigged" when you should have "zagged", you will get frustrated. Thoughts are so powerful that most of them can mass inside your head at once and make you feel bad. It seems to me though, that I have been talking too much and not been acting. You see, it is not enough to have a fervent belief. Even though I may never be able to zip into the past, it does not mean I cannot still be happy.

No matter how many people try to heap praise on me. If I do not believe what they say to me, it will amount to nothing. Life is full of intricacies as it is to add up even more to it. Hence,  I must do my best to restore myself back to full health. The reason why I have made little headway in my recovery is because I wanted to.  Should I must reach a decision to snap out of this situation once and for all. Should I keep kicking the can down the road like politicians do? I guess not.

How To Wake Up Early - The Secret Of Crazy-Successful People

Did I not want to find fault with myself. Nonetheless, I have to say that once again I am disappointed in myself for not yet having gotten back to being a morning person. In fact I was used to waking up at five each morning. Not to mention that I was more responsible than I am now. Thus, I was happier. Have I no excuse to fall back on not to wake up early any more. For instance, even though I handed in all my assignments today, it is also true that I did them today as well. Not only have I besmirched my reputation by becoming sloppier, but also I have lessened my self-steem. Besides, it is not that I enjoy being an stoic folk. Nonetheless, to me it is crucial to be a diligent student. Hence, I should start being one once more. What is more, I have realized that taking action is much more useful than just upbraiding myself for my mistakes. Will I never wallow in self-pity. Notwithstanding, it seems to take me longer to finally be in good standing at school. Even though it will not be easy to bolster my courage, I must endeavour to lighten up my spirits as hard as I can. How may I start out though?. Well, for starters, I should not let myself get beset by pesky problem. Apart from that perhaps I might as well need to buy a daily planner not to miss any one more assignment. Indeed do I know that I am going to accomplish nil if I remain behaving the way I am now. Hence, in lieu of keeping on being a bit belligerent with my kin, should I start not only to listen to them, but also to all the ones who care about me. The only way in which I will be able to buffer stress on myself is in fact by keeping my mind busy. Consequently, I must warm up to the idea of being an early bird once again. Whether or not I want wind up eking out a miserable living on a worthless job is entirely up to me. Yet can I nail a great success in my only if I rebalance my posture and becoming a self-reliant man once in for all. Lastly, not wanting to fumble for words I will end this writing by saying that also do I need to transition from my current self to a forthright individual and to infill that void of insecurity I have inside me.

Don't go to college: Isaac Morehouse, founder of Praxis, on education an...

Do I have to zero in on my studies more than ever.  Even if I want to end up currying favour with the boss in some decent job, I am going to have to need a degree. Thus, I have to set down ground rules for myself. Can I not get flummoxed by my own indecision a second longer. My discombobulate nature has got me into trouble many a time lately. To think that I used to set an example among my peers.

Anyhow, things are going along now. I just have to see to it not act in a reactive manner each time I feel anxious.  Even though I had gotten the imprimatur of my professors to do some stupidities, I cannot keep doing them. Besides, my goal achievement praxis has to drastically change for good. In fact, I can assure you the aforesaid assertion cannot  be impugned whatsoever. What is more, now I feel more confident on not only how to advance my overall knowledge, but also my career. Irrespective of the fact that in countries such as this jobs are not always fairly diffused by employers, still the most talented workers are always the ones who get the upper hand.

Further, to reiterate the part abut how to be more successful in the work force, let me talk about Praxis, which by the way is not the same thing mentioned earlier. You see, the aforementioned word actually means a way of doing something. Nonetheless, that is not what I wanted to talk about. Recently did I run into this video about this higher education institution whose name you already know, that has a totally different approach from colleges. The founder of this centre, Isaac Morehouse, does not exactly depicts conventional university education as inconsequential.  Still and all,  he does think it trammels your freedom.

What he means by that is that finishing a 4 year degree will not necessarily assure you a job. I mean, most parents disburse their savings to provide their children with the best education possible. Notwithstanding, formal education may not exactly help you to gain the hands-on experience you need in order to be competitive. This where Isaac comes in and explains this more affordable option that includes a variety of resources such as online courses as well as face to face lessons. As opposed to what many must think, educational processes should not take as long as they do to help you reap the rewards of your hard work.

Not to mention that graduates would not have to affect affect a confidence they do not have in order to succeed. Lastly, not exactly will I finish up this post by coming out with a wise remark. Howbeit, I will highlight the fact that I too belief that instruction must go in liaison with experience.

Writing a Teaching Philosophy Statement

Do I still think becoming class rep was not such a good idea in the first place. You see,  since I did not start things out in such a good way this semester; as opposed to the former one, in which I could have been considered the cream of the crop. Nonetheless,  how do I intend to furnish myself with new words and structures now that I have become unconcerned?. Irrespective of the idiocies  I have done thus fur, I cannot give up on my ideals. Perhaps resenting my kin and trying to get back at them for so long has rebounded on me.

My comeuppance for those actions was of course not fastening on my duties and thus prejudicing myself. Despite the fact that I still dream with the possibility of alchemizing my dreams into a reality, I know deep inside that is not possible. The only way in which I can transmute my situation is by hard work. Hence, it may be required for me to tune out distractions and not only try to catch up with my peers, but to try to surpass them once again. It will not  be easy, but I must carry on regardless. Therefore, I am back to square one, so to speak. Moreover, I cannot say all the decisions I have made have been incongruous. Howbeit, most of the crucial ones I do have messed up owing to my occasional intemperance.

Nonetheless, when I am performing at my best I tend remain insouciant. What is more, as hard as it may be for me do it, I am going to have to blot out each single bad experience I have had so far if I want to progress. May I have thrown my life into disarray. Notwithstanding, still do I keep a glimmer of hope inside. Not to mention that my interest quickens every time I hear about a new chance. However, it is not  enough to be interested in something. You have to actually do it to fulfill yourself. Had I not got myself in a swivet if I had been more responsible. Be that as it may, what is done is done. I am yet able to generate ideas that will benefit me in the long run.

Not to mention that now more than ever I will have to think through my actions. Besides that, I will try to push back the urge not to grow dismal. More importantly, I will endeavour not to make a pother out everything. Should I try to be a little more egoist with my decisions as well. Lastly, I would say that indeed some things end up being beyond recall in life. Albeit, some others do not. Ergo I must attempt to succeed all out. Despite the fact that I think that It in fact will be a challenge to play catch up with the inexorable process of existence. P.S. I will attach a video on the phylosophy of teaching. Not something I assented to look up, but an assignment from a teacher.