Did I not want to find fault with myself. Nonetheless, I have to say that once again I am disappointed in myself for not yet having gotten back to being a morning person. In fact I was used to waking up at five each morning. Not to mention that I was more responsible than I am now. Thus, I was happier. Have I no excuse to fall back on not to wake up early any more. For instance, even though I handed in all my assignments today, it is also true that I did them today as well. Not only have I besmirched my reputation by becoming sloppier, but also I have lessened my self-steem. Besides, it is not that I enjoy being an stoic folk. Nonetheless, to me it is crucial to be a diligent student. Hence, I should start being one once more. What is more, I have realized that taking action is much more useful than just upbraiding myself for my mistakes. Will I never wallow in self-pity. Notwithstanding, it seems to take me longer to finally be in good standing at school. Even though it will not be easy to bolster my courage, I must endeavour to lighten up my spirits as hard as I can. How may I start out though?. Well, for starters, I should not let myself get beset by pesky problem. Apart from that perhaps I might as well need to buy a daily planner not to miss any one more assignment. Indeed do I know that I am going to accomplish nil if I remain behaving the way I am now. Hence, in lieu of keeping on being a bit belligerent with my kin, should I start not only to listen to them, but also to all the ones who care about me. The only way in which I will be able to buffer stress on myself is in fact by keeping my mind busy. Consequently, I must warm up to the idea of being an early bird once again. Whether or not I want wind up eking out a miserable living on a worthless job is entirely up to me. Yet can I nail a great success in my only if I rebalance my posture and becoming a self-reliant man once in for all. Lastly, not wanting to fumble for words I will end this writing by saying that also do I need to transition from my current self to a forthright individual and to infill that void of insecurity I have inside me.