Intermittently, do I realize I had been wrong in thinking that problems cannot be solve. Provided that I had started acting upon my tasks, would I have solved my situation already. Should I not exactly crusade against what I believe to be wrong all the time. Nonetheless, it would help for me to be more assertive so as not to fall in the error of being a high-strung individual. Besides, tautening your mind with worries is not a good idea. Is it so hard for me to wipe the slate clean with my past and move on. Perhaps by becoming more charismatic with my peers, could I little by little forget about the past. You see, it is easy for me to relay information to people on a written form. Nonetheless, since I have become more cloistered than ever, it is even harder for me to assert myself. However, by flaying myself all the time, I only worsen my health. If I want to make a passable performance at school, I should be more active and less truculent. Even though I am not that way, I tend to sometimes misbehave out of frustration towards my parents. Might it be the core of my suffering that I cannot stomach having moved out once more? Everyone knows that issues accrue when you procrastinate the way I have so far. Anyway, I could apportion the blame for my current health state to my kin. Notwithstanding, would I not accomplish much by doing so. I will be signing off for now, with the hopes of whipping my depression and send it out of commission.