At this point, I have no idea what to do. The easiest option that comes to mind is to relent. Nonetheless, many tell me I still might have a chance. Even though my tacit expression of disappointment says it all. Worries torment me quite often. Is there any particular reason for my mind to keep straying back to my past failures?. Of course the best remedy they say is to keep your  mind busy. Still and all, I find it tough to continue.

Despite the fact that I had not been browbeaten into going to school, I think I should have been though. Besides, there is no need for me to expound on the topic of my health. Since I have been talking about the same thing for a long time now, there is not much more to say. Regarding the progress of Lima, it is in fact changing for better. However, its progress is slower than in a developed city. Anyhow, I may not believe in kismet. Nonetheless, I see mine already predicted. The way I feel now is in stark contrast to the way I felt before.
 

In fact I am wobbling over what to do now. Do I want to come up with a snappy remark to wrap this up. Might I not be in contention for winning anything right now. Notwithstanding, someday I would like not only to take part in, but also to win a singing contest. Anyhow, even in my worst times, do I still try to be a bit grandiloquent.

By the way, in the next post I will be talking about a debate that arose some time ago regarding  the credibility of Christianity. Back to my situation, will some elbow grease and a few sick notes save me? Well, if not there will not be another way out for me. Everyone knows that things are achieved over the long haul; the problem is that I never kept up working for those things...