A thought just flitted through my mind. Since today is a holiday in Peru, I might as well take advantage of it and write one more post. How can I just stop procrastinating and hopefully avoid being just a subtle flash in the pan. I cannot keep zeroing in on orthogonal matters to my situation right now.

Thus, I felt obliged to write a little more so as to diminish my guilt not to having woken up earlier today. Am I at point of my life in which I must dig down and set new foundations if I really want get on in life. Further, I cannot let this intention to change only remain in words. It is in fact hard to be a diligent student once again after getting into bad habits. Such as for instance, put stuff off. What happened to the guy you see in the description who said he was a trainee teacher who loved English. Well the latter is still true.

The part about being a trainee teacher, I will have to be upfront and tell you that indeed I used to give private classes and at some point before college I even worked at hotel teaching the maintenance staff. Therefore, you can tell I have regressed dramatically. From a practical viewpoint, I could just try to overcome this staggering situation I dragged out long enough. Must I make a landmark decision this second. Life does not allow you to do things over that many times. Moreover, considering that I have messed up quite a bit, there is no time left to keep feeling blah. Nobody said that succeeding would be easy.

 Nonetheless, if I do not take the first step on the ladder, I will regret it for the rest of my life. Do I still want submit myself to the brickbats I may once in far all get after boring my professors with my excuses? Is there really time to spare on letting conflicting emotions churn inside me? I think not.