Being 21, I think it is time for me to move out of the family condo. Besides, I need something to content myself right away. A change in atmosphere would suit me right. Muting my negative thoughts and preventing them from taking over is a priority for me. Moreover, the place where I'm going is kind of a hot spot, which will keep me busy. On the other hand, this morning, I couldn't even wake up without that bitterness in my heart that doesn't allow me to have an internal peace. After hunting out some old photos I realized that at least my early years weren't as shitty as the recent ones. They say that the best way to learn something new is by osmosis. Though, I failed to do that. Most of my time spent in tasks to master English for example, has been on my own. That's why I believe my accomplishments are overdue. Some day, I'd like to stand in front of an audience and avow my position on  ESL teaching in Peru. I wouldn't backtrack on any of my opinions whatsoever. Of course by the time I give an speech, my work will be reckoned acceptable. Furthermore, I'll be fully apprised with the latest developments regarding that subject. Anyhow, as I was implying, there is no point in getting huffy over any mean remark brought up about your past. As ominous as your future may seem, you can still change it. For instance, I've been prodded to do many things a didn't want in the past. Nonetheless, I tried to overcome them. Unlike defunct machines, our body can work for as long as we need. Only if we remain as healthy as possible that is. Therefore, remember: Only if you disregard  foreboding predictions envious people make about you, will you feel spiritually fine with yourself. By the way, looking at the morning dew on your garden is a little relaxing. It may not be as enriching as viewing the sea on sunset. Notwithstanding, it still calms you down when you're jittery. Lastly, and hoping things to pick up, I'd like to finish with this old saying: "When there is a will, there is a way".

PS. I'll toddle off to the library. Ergo, I can find a topic not to bore you next time.