Many times have I been bewitched by beauty of some women, fascinating things I`ve learned, and what have you. Moreover, I`m not slouch on analyzing stuff. At times I wonder why some evil dudes get away with their evil deeds. It shakes the foundations of justice.  Throughout the way to make something out of yourself you hurdle many barriers. That`s why being mentally prepared is crucial. I`m always famished for knowledge.  Though, my confidence seems to falter all the time. The though of not having accomplished some previous goals still hurts me. Hence, cooling off from a state of worry ain`t easy for me. Besides, I use what I learned to have a ploy against my peers. That way of thinking isn`t slick. Due to the fact that I lost years of academic growth in the past. Nothing else can emasculate more the determination of a man that failure. Besides what I`ve gone through, I`m still a shy person. In a savage society like mine it doesn`t help at all. Responsibilities aren`t sloughed off easily. That`s why I can`t abandon what I`ve started. Nihilism prevents the chance of me doing something stupid against my health. Anyhow, I`ll keep sharpening up my skills no matter what. Even if I find myself in a slough of despond, I`ll stand up once more. No catastrophe is going to  prevent me from carrying on. Besides, little by little I begin to understand how precious life is. We are positive that we don`t stop being dejected by complaining. However, it sure relieves us. Whether or not I get to be sprightly again, just like I was as a kid ain`t matter. It seems to me that after all this time, I`ve become an inexpressive pal.  Just one new springboard to success would suffice. Having given up on my stupid fantasy that maybe some magical source was going to grant me what I deserve; I remain calm. The thought of one more considerable defeat makes me heave. In addition, if I were to have the opportunity to give any type of speech, I`m sure I`d be a heck of an orator. On the other hand, I know that the focus of any dispute can be sharpened. Thus, quashing future conflicts.  Sometimes, I think that every single thing I`ve learned has not been ahead of time. Nonetheless, they still help me. Even if I have to poach in somebody else`s territory to keep improving, I`m up for it. The permutation of stages one has to escalate to reach the top is not important. Moreover, giving a blow by blow account of my melodramas won`t spice things up. Thus, I`ve chosen a topic that can cool me out. Recently, I came across a documentary that took place in the arid parts of Peru. It was about how to use a special billboard to convert moisture into potable water. Not only did this particular experiment was licensed, but it also was a success. Furthermore, customers are usually softened up with free gifts before getting to sell them something. I hope that`s not the case here though. My people need free water at all times. Anyhow, many things can soften the blow after a defeat. Notwithstanding, the decision to get back into the game is only yours. Therefore, it may turn out that as soon as I come out of my shell, lo and behold, the world will be my oyster. Lastly, I`d like to end this with an analogy. Just like snakes slough their skin occasionally, people have to learn to get over their past issues. PS. I`ll get ready my best bib and tucker for my next date.

 













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