It seems that every single day I do crazier things. I was staying at my aunt`s place, which she shares with my dad. Anyhow, this time I packed up and left without arousing her suspicion. Furthermore, not even a day had gone by. Notwithstanding, It`s not that I was dismayed by her treatment. I am just sick. Maybe, if I had not rattled on about my past with my folks, they would have understood me. Mouthing off about drivel never solves anything. Besides, every tiny bad thing that happens unnerves me. It is not that I sardonically planed out this to upset my parents. Moreover, no encouraging remark has jolted me into action. The thought of failing rattles me more each time. I`m stumped, I don`t know how to better my situation. Many times have I muttered complaints about my kin under my breath.  I am clueless about my unreasonable behavior. After I stumped off my home the day before yesterday, I though everything was going to be OK. However, I was wrong. It seems ridiculous that I cannot snap out of it. In fact, there are people who are able to make a silk purse out of a sow`s ear.

Nonetheless, to me it is impossible to leave the past behind and move on with my life. Just like I`m capable of reading a book in one sitting, I should use my wit to get rid of this depression. Will a epiphany or a jolt of hope get rid of my insane thoughts?. I wish that happens for the sake of my health.